"Is everything okay Miss Avalana?" I heard one of the maid asked me.

"No! Please mom consumed a lot of pills please help" i said trying to wake her up.

"Lana? Is everything okay?" Ayden walked in with a worried on his face, he looked surprised when he saw mom was laying on the floor with a container of pills on her hand.

He grab his phone from his pocket and began to dial a number,

"Rose go grab my stethoscope in my room"

"Got it miss" she said then left us.

"Mom please mom" i said to her.

I removed a scarf from her neck to make sure nothing blocking the air way, i put my finger on her neck trying to find her pulse and thankfully i got it. She was still breathing but I was so sure that the pulse was very low and I was so scared,

"911 what's you emergency?" I heard a lady speak from Ayden's phone.

"My girlfriend's mom consumed too many pills and now she passed out please send help" he said.

"Okay Sir can you tell me where your location is?" The lady asked.

He brought the phone closer to me, cause he probably didn't know the address.

"West Hollywood, Los Angel 1427 Valerie Residence" i said with a tears on my eyes.

"Okay mam the paramedics are on the way, they'll be there in a minute" she said.

"Her pulse is so low and keeps getting lower, she's still breathing. Please hurry" I said.

The paramedics entered my the room which made Ayden had to pull me out of the space, he kept his arm around me all the time while I watched my mom getting some help from the paramedics.

"What did she consumed miss?" The paramedics said.

"I think it is a ptsd pills" i said while crying.

"How many pills she consumed?"

"We don't know but there's a pills container on the night stand" Ayden said and the paramedics take the containers.

A tears kept falling from my eyes while i looked at my mom, they put my mom on the bed with a disposable resuscitator, i felt my hands were shaking the memories from my dad's condition was haunting me right now.

They got my mom into the ambulance, i got inside with Ayden next to me. He puts his arm around me as I watched my mom with her eyes closed on the bed.

We arrived at the hospital in a minute, they brought my mom into the ICU right away. They told me to wait outside as the door was being closed in front of me.

Ayden's arm was crossing my chest with her chin on my head, i was shaking. I had lost my dad and i was scared, I wasn't ready to loose mom. I turned around and put my head on his chest, he pulled me into a hug while trying to comfort me with a brush on my head.

"It's okay, it's okay" he said comforting me who was crying on his chest.

"She's Going to be just fine" he said.

"I'm here" he whispered.

"I'm a doctor but i froze and did nothing, she could"

"Noo" he said while brushing me head.

"She could die" i said.

"No don't think about that, shh now just calm she's going to be alright" he said with his arm still wrapped around my body.

I broke into a tears while he was trying to comfort me with a hug, he never let go of his arm. I was scared, I was so scared that I wss going to loose her just like I lost my dad. It was so fast and I wouldn't forgive myself if that thing happened to her.

~

We had been out here for a few minutes until Gabriel suddenly showed up, his face looked worried. I hugged him and started to cry again, I couldn't hold my tears.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry" i said to him.

"Hey hey she's okay right?" He asked me trying to look into my eyes.

"We still don't know" Ayden said.

"What happened?" He tried to stay calm while having his hand on my arm trying to make me looking straight to his eyes.

"She took too many ptsd pills" i said while my voice was shaky.

"Oh god" he said.

"I'm sorry Gabe" i said.

"It's not your fault Lana, we just have to pray. If you're asking who's fault is this it should be mine I didn't know that she is in a depression" he said.

"No don't blame yourself" i said.

"Lets just pray for her" he said.

~

Mom was still closing her eyes, so many tubes connected to her body while i was sitting on the chair next to her with my chin on the bed and my hand holding her hand, hoping that she was going to open her eyes very soon.

My eyes felt hurt because i kept crying while waiting for the result, The doctor talked to Gabriel about mom's condition. He said that mom was having a heavy depression but she had been hiding it for too long.

"Lana" Gabriel voice broke the silent.

"Go get yourself a drink, i'll stay here with mom" Gabriel said and i stay in a silent.

"Gabriel is right you should take a fresh air lets go" Ayden said which made me turned my head and got up from the chair.

"I'll take care of her" Ayden said to Gabriel who was standing next to me.

"Thank you" Gabriel said before we left the room.

~

We bought a coffee and now we were sitting at the empty long hall outside mom's room. It was actually the same hall as my dad's last room. I was sitting with him next to me in a silent while my eyes were looking straight to the white empty hall in front of me.

"It's all my fault" i said.

"Why did you say that?" He asked me.

"She's depressed all because of me" i said.

Ayden was trying to make me look into his eyes, he was looking at me while listened into every single word that came out of my mouth.

"I left mom the same year dad left her" I said to him.

"I shouldn't be selfish and left her" i said putting my face to my hands.

"I froze when i saw her laying on the floor" i said.

"Look at me" he said.

"It's not your fault" he said while looking straight into my eyes.

"You're the most amazing person i know and your parents must be proud of you" he said to me.

"And the most important thing you have to know that she loves you so much, she loves you, Gabriel, Laura and Jacob"

"She's still here probably because she's still fighting for all of you guys" he said.

"You can not blame yourself for this okay, and you froze because you love her not because you're dumb or stupid never say that again" he said.

a tear fell from my eyes.

"You're strong Lana" he said.

"I will alway be here next to you"

"Everything will be fine" he said while he started to pull me into a hug.

"I love you" I said with his arm wrapped around me.

"I love you" he said then put a kiss on my head.

I felt so lucky at the same time to have a person to comfort me in this situation, the way he treated and taking care of me like an adult won my heart and i felt being loved by a person like him.

"Avalana My Darling" I heard a lady's voice which made both of Ayden and i let go of one Another.

"Daisy" i said as she began to hug me, while Philip was looking at me with a concerned eyes. I saw Apollo was suddenly appeared behind him, i thought he just ran into here i could see it from the way he tried to catch his breath.

"Is she okay? Are you okay?" She asked me while looking at me.

"We're still waiting for her to wake up" i said to her then she pulled me into a hug once more.

"Oh this is Ayden, My boyfriend" I introduced him to Daisy and Philip.

"Hello sir" he said while shaking Philip's hand.

"Ayden this is Philip and Daisy Hamilton my parent's good friends" i said to him.

"It is nice to meet you" he said.

"Nice to meet you, take a good care of her okay" Philip said.

"I will sir" he said after shaking daisy's hand.

"Lana can we get inside?" Daisy asked politely.

"Yes of course" i said before they got inside.

"Son?" Philip called Apollo who was standing behind them all the time.

The three of them got inside so it was just me and Ayden outside the room, we were sitting next to one another without any word in an empty long hall. A footsteps suddenly came from the end of the hall which made me looked up and found Sarah and Ezra.

I got up from my seat where sarah was running to hug me, she pulled me into a hug with a concerned eyes.

"Hey man" Ezra gives Ayden a bro hug.

"Are you okay, is she okay?" sarah asked me.

"I'm not okay" i said while she was hugging me tight, her hand was on my back brushing it gently.

"Oh Lana, everything is going to be alright we're here to support you. Floyd is out of the town but he'll be back tomorrow" Sarah said to me.

"Thanks for being here" i said to her as Ayden kept his eyes on me.

"We're your friends we'll be there no matter what" she said broking the hug then whipped away my tears with her cardigan sleeves.

"Thank you Ezra" i said as he gave me a quick hug.

"You don't have to thank me, this is what's friends for" he said as he brushing my head.

"Lets get inside shall we?" Sarah asked and i nodded.

~

Ezra and sarah were arrived, i called them right away after Dad told me that There was something happened with Tatjana. Sarah was the first person i called since Lana must needed one of her girl friends besides Diana was out of the town.

My heart was beating fast to know that Tatjana almost die because of overdose, I couldn't imagine how Lana felt if that thing happened to her mom. And she must be felt so scared and traumatized because of his dad back when she was a teenager.

Mom, dad and i left the office right after the meeting this evening. I wasn't just worried about Tatjana I was also worried about Lana, she must be scared and she really liked to blame everything on herself and I didn't want her to do that. She needed someone to stay on her side and reminded her that it wasn't her fault and comfort her telling her how precious she is.

Once we arrived at the Hospital, Miss Daisy hospital. My family own this hospital it was under the Hamilton land corporation. I stopped the car behind my parent's car at the lobby before giving the keys into the service man. My parents arrived a few minutes earlier while I was trying to catch up behind them, they said that Tatjana was in the Suite Private room which was at the third floor at the very end long hall.

Once i arrived at the hall i saw Lana was hugging my mom with my dad standing behind my mom. I could see her eyes were swollen red with a sadness drawn on her face, I remembered the last time she looked like that. The time when we broke up before she left to England, it hurts me to look at her like that. But who am i to comfort her, she probably hate to see me standing right here.

I could see her boyfriend was standing behind her, it seemed like he had been there the whole time. I felt glad that he was actually there for her, she needed someone to lean her head and a shoulder to cry on.

And the person is not me, it is Ayden her boyfriend.