I was back in LA after almost a couple months of my break up with Ayden, i felt sad but also relieved. I was so happy to see him smiling while promoting his movie with Natalie.

I was glad that we still had a good connection with one another, i would always support him and like he said we couldn't be selfish to one another.

It was a weekend that i spent in Sarah's house cause it was my day off and i was bored at home, Sarah was the only person that jobless and wasn't so busy. She lived in her parents house which was empty, cause both of their parents were away l. And since sarah is the only child she was lonely in the house, she had to take care her old puddle name Otta.

The rumored about Ayden and I splitting were everywhere in the internet and I didn't care about it, i felt sad. But I shouldn't though cause i took that decision and i had to face the consequences besides my feelings towards Apollo were still confusing. The thoughts of him were still flying around my mind, like does he still want to meet me after what i said to him.

But i would be very nervous to meet him again after what happened with both of us at the hospital, I didn't expect he was going to do that. The feeling of those sweet lips touching mine slowly, i still could feel it. My cheek always burnt every time i thought about that moment, it felt unreal but it was real.

It really happened between me and him, I couldn't imagine to face him again. How does he feel about my action after he kissed me? I think i hurt him. I should apologize but am i brave enough to face him again, oh no.

"Floyd is coming" Sarah suddenly entered the living room with her phone on her hand.

"Ezra's too" she said.

"Why?" I asked her.

"They were hanging out then got bored they knew that you were here so they think it will be fun to come over" she explained before getting back to the kitchen.

She was cooking for our dinner, it was Saturday night. She was supposed to hang out with Floyd but i knew she must chose me after him. Both of them were more like my parents, i loved them.

I was sitting on the living room in front of the black tv screen in front of me, Sarah's bulldog Otta was also laying on the couch next to me. The tv was showing one of the tv series, well my eyes were looking at the screen but i could tell my mind were everywhere.

"You know I really cannot wait for Diana's baby gender reveal party" Sarah walked in with a plate of fries. She puts the plate in front of me before she joined me to seat on the couch.

That month was going to be a month where Diana was going to throw a party for her baby gender reveal, and we were so happy for her. It was going to be something new for us, cause we were going be an aunt.

Talking about that, Gabriel and Laura announced that they were expecting a baby girl which was making me more excited. Jacob was also excited for it, he looked so happy when the pink balloon flying out of the box. He was smiling and looked so excited so were Gabriel and Laura.

"I haven't told you that I'm going to design everything, I'm super excited" she said which made me smile.

Yeah i cannot wait.

The front door suddenly being opened by Floyd who was being followed by Ezra behind him. I knew Sarah was trying to cheer me up, i knew she was trying so hard cause I've been so quite the whole time.

"Hey girls" Floyd said as he walked inside with Ezra.

"Hey babe" Sarah said while getting up from the couch to give him a kiss on the lip.

My eyes were watching them without any expression on my face while Ezra was busy taking his jacket off,

"Hey everyone" Ezra said.

"Hey" Sarah said while i stayed in a silent.

I was only laying with a blanket covering my body while my eyes were stick on the flat tv screen in front of me, yes with Otta next to me.

"Hey lana, you good?" Ezra said before started to take a seat on the single sofa.

I only stayed in a silent cause I wasn't in the mood to talk to anybody,

"Hey i heard that you're splitting up with Ayden?" Ezra suddenly bringing up the topic while i could see sarah was giving him a threat from the corner of my eyes.

"Yeah" i said which made sarah stay in a silent,

"Okaay, there's a new movie on the cinema who wants to go?" Floyd suddenly changing the topic in the room.

"Me" sarah said.

"Lets invite the other, it's Saturday night!" Sarah suggested.

"I'm going to call diana" Sarah said.

"I'm going to call Apollo then" Floyd said.

I knew Floyd knew nothing about what happened between me and Apollo cause I only told sarah, Laura and Gabriel about it. So he was probably thinking that we were still a good friends.

"Uhm you actually cannot, he's leaving to Seattle" Ezra said while eating the fries which caught my attention.

"What do you mean?" I asked him while still laying on the couch.

"You know he has a new project there and of course an office and he told me he's going to move out" Ezra said.

"Tonight?" Sarah asked.

"Yeah, he told me that" Ezra said.

"Well he actually told me not to tell anyone cause he doesn't want anyone to know that he's leaving" Ezra said.

"Yeah he's leaving tonight" he calmly said which made my body suddenly got up from the couch.

"When?" I asked him.

"7 pm?" He asked back.

"It's 6 now" Sarah said.

"We should call him" Floyd said.

I got up from the couch to take my keys that laying on the table in front of me then walked into the front door to put my shoes on, i opened the door then without even talking i got into my car then drove into his apartment.

No he cannot leave me.

I speeded up the car then arrived at his apartment in a few minutes, i parked the car then ran into the elevator while wishing that he hadn't left yet.

Please please please

The elevator door went open as I stepped inside with a rush and a trouble with breathing because of running, i could feel a tears were started to fall from my eyes while my heart was beating so fast.

It can't be happening

He cannot leave me

"Apollo!" I called on his name while walking inside and looking around his huge penthouse, hoping that he was still there.

Please

Please

I thought i was late, i thought he left.

I put my hands on my face while my tears were started to fall from my eyes, I didn't know why i cried. It seemed like everything was gone, i was late.

"Hey" a low voice suddenly greet me,

His familiar voice called me from the grey stairs next to me, i slowly opened my eyes then looked up at his figure who was standing at the end of the stairs.

He was standing there wearing a shirt and a sweatpants, he looked at me with his piercing blue eyes while his jaw was clenching. He was confused and i was surprised,

He walked down the stairs slowly until he reach the same floor as mine, it was only us inside of the room. The room was full of silent, all i could here was our breathing and his footsteps which getting closer.

I could see a curiosity and a concern on his eyes, maybe he didn't expect that i was going to be there in his apartment.

"Lana-" he said a word but before he could finish I pulled him into a hug while started to cry.

He stayed in a silent when I suddenly pulled him into a hug, I didn't know why i did that but it felt right.

Hugging him like that felt like i found the missing piece on my heart, it felt so right and i felt comfortable and also safe.

"Don't leave me, i was wrong" I slowly said, but I still couldn't feel his hand around me.

"Please don't go" i said.

I was waiting for him to talk but he didn't even say a word, he only stay in a silent. I slowly broke the hug while trying to look into his mesmerizing blue eyes,

"Apollo?" My voice breaking the silent.

His eyes were looking down at mine, there was no expression on his face.

"I'm not going anywhere" he said.

What

Did

Oh my god really?

This is so embarrassing.

Ezra probably tricked me, little piece of shit.

"But Ezra said, " i said and i could see his lip curled into a smile,

"You're leaving to Seattle" i said finishing my sentences.

"I'm planning to, but not now" he smiled.

Okay Ezra I'm going to kill you after this,

Damn it!

"And i will stay if you want me to stay" he said which made me looking up at him,

I stayed on a silent, until i felt his hand was reaching my left cheek brushing away the tears on my cheek.

He slowly stepped closer and trying to make me looking up at his piercing blue eyes, i felt so nervous when i got that close to him. He was standing too close,

"I'm sorry" a word slip from my mouth as he kept looking at my eyes,

"I was lying to myself" i said to him.

He slowly nodded while his eyes were looking at the floor,

"So what do you want now?" He asked me before his eyes looking back at mine,

My heart was beating so fast when he asked me that, his eyes seemed asking me for the truth and a pure answer from my heart,

"I want" i slowly said.

"I want you" i said while looking deep into his eyes.

He suddenly looked up at me, where our eyes met one another. I couldn't stand his mesmerizing figure plus that blue eyes which always gave me a shiver,

"I love you" the word suddenly accidentally slipped from my mouth,

I could see the pupils on his eyes were getting bigger which made a tear of joy fell from my eyes,

"It's always you" i said.

I suddenly felt his soft lips on mine, my eyes went shut and all i could feel was joy and happiness. Our lips connected with one another like a magnetic connection where i could feel a spark combine with a joy when he puts his lip on mine.

His right hand was on my cheek while his thumb was brushing my cheek slowly while the other was on my waist pulling me closer to him. Our lip moved in a tone until we pulled away,

He pulled me close into a hug, i could feel he was hugging me tight while i could smell his familiar scent of manly cologne. I felt his hands were wrapped around my waist while my face was on his shoulder,

"Thank god" i could hear he said that.

"I love you" he whispered while still hugging me,

"I love you more" i said.

"I love you and it will always be you" he said.

He hugged me tight that night, it felt like i wanted to stay at that moment forever. But i was glad that i finally could say that word.

I love him.