i deserved a better good bye

than screams through taunt faces

broken shouts into the night.

Harboured feelings of emptiness,

happiness dissolving.

i find you in sad songs and rain drops.

You weren't the sunrise

you were the fucking sun.

You were the summer to my winter heart,

overwhelmed by my blizzards.

You did not belong here,

when the stars envied you so.

Now, when i hear your name.

I smile.

Not cry.