TW - suicide

You and George had been dating since Bastogne. It had been an amazing 3 years already.You really loved George so much and he really loved you.you where a strong , smart and independent woman and that's what George really loved about you.The think was though , you had been suffering from depression and ptsd. Your depression worsened during the war.George was the only thing that made your life bearable. You needed George.

It was a peaceful night one night and you were peacefully taking off your clothes to put your pyjamas on when George was trying to get in.The door was locked."Babe let me in" George said."Um I'm getting baby" you said."Your sounding suspicious" George said." What how am i acting suspicious" you said."You sound like your up to something, you don't usually lock the door" George said."I'm only getting changed George" you said."Ok open the door then" George said.by this time you where changed.you opened the door to see George there.He went into the room and looked around and then left.you didn't know what was up with him.

A couple days later , George came home angry."Hey , what's wrong" you asked."Don't act like you don't know what you've done" he yelled."What ?! What did I do" you asked."YOU'VE BEEN CHEATING ON ME" he yelled."What , No I've not" you said."YES YOU FUCKING HAVE IVE HAD 6 PEOPLE SAY TO ME TODAY THAT THEY SAW YOU KISSING ANOTHER MAN" George yelled at you as you teared up."I-I haven't George tru-" you got stopped by a hard hit across the face."YOU STUPID BITCH , HOW COULD I HAVE TRUSTED YOU" he yelled as you ran to your room with tears down your face.

You went into the bathroom and broke down. It had pushed your depression over the edge.You couldn't do it anymore. You couldn't take the pain any more. You then found a bottle of pills that you forgot you had. You took a few out and got the glass and filled it up with water.You took them one by one.Tears where running down your face as you did.

George was regretting yelling at you. He should of released you wouldn't have done it because of your depression and PTSD. He was worried about you.He was scared in case you were going to dump him.

You had taken the final pill.Tears where running down your face. It took a few minutes but you then stared feeling the effects of the pills.You started coughing as fresh hot tears went quickly down your face.You dropped to the ground. You didn't remember anything after that.

George went into the bedroom and saw the bathroom door slightly creeked open.He opened the door all the way to see your motionless body laying in the ground with the knocked over bottle of pills."No No No No NO PLEASE NO" he yelled quickly starting CPR on you.Tears ran down his face and landed on your motionless body.He then screamed out in pain as he relised you where really gone fore good."I'm sorry , I'm sorry , I'm sorry , I'm sorry " he cried out holding your body in his arms.

His baby was gone forever and he couldn't do anything about it.