"Lovers in the night

Poets trying to write

We don't know how to rhyme

But, damn, we try

But all I really know

You're where I wanna go

The part of me that's you will never die

So when I'm all cho-"

I stopped, and let the tears flow.

To my surprise everyone in the arena started singing.

"But I can't find the words

Every time we say goodbye

Baby, it hurts

When the sun goes down

And the band won't play

I'll always remember us this way"

I smiled at them.

Wiping my tears, I started singing again.

"Oh, yeah

I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah

When I'm all choked up

But I can't find the words

Every time we say goodbye

Baby, it hurts

When the sun goes down

And the band won't play

I'll always remember us this way, oh, yeah

When you look at me

And the whole world fades

I'll always remember us...."

I closed my eyes, singing the last two words.

".....this way"

I ended, and let the tears fall.

People started cheering, so I could cheer myself.

It was my first tour.

, being the name.

Pretty soon, Safari's tune started playing, and I started singing.

*

"You were amazing!" Samantha hugged me, the minute I came backstage.

I thanked her with a smile.

She looked at me for a few seconds, before hugging me again.

"You need some rest." She said, and I nodded.

I left the arena after changing into something comfortable, and was on my way back to the hotel.

Glasgow looked beautiful at night.

Looking outside the window, tears started flowing down my face again.

It's been five months.

Five fucking months since Rahul broke the engagement.

He hasn't called since then.

I called him a couple of times, after that night, but he never picked and so I stopped.

I wonder if he misses me, the way I miss him.

I looked down at my engagement ring. I don't wear it on my finger anymore, but instead I have it on my silver chain, around my neck.

I don't know what went into him that night, nor do I know why he reacted that way. I agree, I should've atleast texted him about the scene, but at that point of time, it slipped from my mind.

I didn't know, one silly mistake of mine, would cost me so much.

Wiping my tears, I stepped out of the car, as we reached the hotel.

Security guided me in. The minute I entered the hotel, I ran to my suite.

I crashed down onto my bed, crying.

Why did he to do it? Why did he break the engagement? Why did he break my heart? Why did he blame me for something I didn't do? Why did he leave?

All these questions running through my mind, but without any answers.

Suddenly I received a text from Samantha.

I replied a quick 'okay' and 'goodnight'.

Opening the gallery in my phone, I clicked on the folder, named Rahul.

I went through our pictures, with a smile on my face, but with also, tears flowing down my eyes.

I decided to text Mahi bhai.

He texted back after a minute.

I did all the flight timing calculations on my phone calculator.

They'll land in England at the same time as me.

But I'm flying to London. And what are the chances that they too are flying down to London?

Shaking my head, I wiped my tears, and took my note pad from the bed side table.

Why did you leave me here to burn?

I'm way too young to be this hurt

I feel doomed in hotel rooms

Staring straight up at the wall

Counting wounds and I am trying to numb them all

Do you care, do you care?

Why don't you care?

I gave you all of me

My blood, my sweat, my heart, and my tears

Why don't you care, why don't you care?

I was there, I was there, when no one was

Now you're gone and I'm here

Well, this isn't the first song I'm writing about Rahul.

In the past five months, I've written three songs about him. This being the fourth one.

I have questions for you

Number one, tell me who you think you are

You got some nerve trying to tear my faith apart

Number two, why would you try and play me for a fool?

I should have never ever ever trusted you

Number three, why weren't you, who you swore that you would be?

I have questions, I got questions haunting me

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

My, my name was safest in your mouth

And why'd you have to go and spit it out?

Oh, your voice, it was the most familiar sound

But it sounds so dangerous to me now

I have questions for you

Number one, tell me who you think you are

You got some nerve trying to tear my faith apart

Number two, why would you try and play me for a fool?

I should have never ever ever trusted you

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

Do you care, do you care?

Why don't you care?

I gave you all of me

My blood, my sweat, my heart, and my tears

Why don't you care, why don't you care?

I was there, I was there, when no one was

Now you're gone and I'm here

I have questions for you, ooh

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I have questions for you, ooh

I have questions for you

Foul play, no, foul play, no

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

I have questions for you

How do I fix it?

Can we talk?

Can we communicate?

Can we talk?

Do I wanna fix it?

I have questions for you

I'm afraid of you

Is it my fault? Is it my fault?

Do you miss me?

I have questions

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The first song used is- Always remember us this way, by Lady Gaga.

Second one- I have questions, by Camila Cabello.