I have been very MIA but hope to get back to writing soon but here's a couple of reasons why. My significant other's father found this and read it...as have my classmates who all view me in a different light. I live in the southern United States so being gay or bi or pan (basically anything other than straight) is an immediate outcast from society. So I've been trying to seem like I "gave up the gayness" to please my boyfriend and his family (I don't want them to hate me cause I really love him). But I am still a flaming homosexual (bisexual?pansexual?idk I'm having an identity crisis) and I still love reading and writing and I swear y'alls comments crack me up. So keep reading and if anyone ever wants to message me just do so. Love you all!!