Harry sits up and looks down towards Louis. Louis also sits up.

"Harry. I.. I was so happy to be coming out. I wanted to show everyone at school or anywhere that you were mine."

***flashback**** the day before they were gonna come out.

"Hazza!" Louis runs over to hug Harry.

"Hey Lou. I missed you."

"I definitely missed you more."

Louis leans onto his tip toes to place a kiss on Harry's lips.

"Ready for our date?"

"Of course."

Louis runs over to his car and opens the door for Harry.

They drive for about 20 minutes until Louis pulls his car into a parking lot.

"Where are we?" Harry asks because he doesn't recognize this place.

"You'll see."

Louis gets out of the car, Harry follows his actions and stands up. Louis grabs Harry's hand and pulls him to this little trail. They walk on it for about 10 minutes before they arrive at a lake.

Louis lets go of Harry's hand and walks over to the grass surrounding the lake. He sits down and pats the spot next to him, motioning for Harry to sit next to him. Harry walks over and sits down.

"A lake?"

"Yeah, nothing special. Thought we could just spend some time together in peace."

Harry smiles at him and then leans in to kiss him. Their lips meet and even though he has kissed him many times before, he still get butterflies every time.

They sit there cuddling just taking in the fresh air. The sun starts to set so they decide to leave because Harry's mum doesn't like him out past dusk. They didn't really talk on the car drive home. Just enjoying each other's presence. Knowing tomorrow they can show everyone that they are head over heals for one another.

They pull into Harry's driveway. Harry leans over and kisses Louis one more time before getting out of the car.

"Bye Hazza! I'll see you tomorrow. Be ready"

Harry walks into his house greeted by his mum. He spends the night thinking about Louis and Louis only.

***end of flashback***

"After I dropped you off at your house I went home. When I walked inside of my house my mom and and stepdad were on the couch. I thought that sense we were gonna come out tomorrow and be official I should tell them. My mum always suspected I was gay. She never brought it up though."

Louis keeps his eyes off of Harry. He can't look into those emerald eyes right now.

"I went over to them and asked if I could tell them something. They said I could so I told them. I told them that I was gay and that I was in love with you. My mum told me that I was just confused and didn't know what love was. I tried to explain it to them but then my step dad started to get mad and yell. He also ended up calling me a faggot."

"Lou.... I'm so sorry."

"It hurt when he said that to me. My mum just sat there watching me as he yelled and tears started to roll from my eyes. I couldn't take it so I ran up to my room. When I got to my room I realized I had left my phone downstairs. I wasn't gonna go back downstairs to get it. I spent the night crying, hopping that when I woke up they would except me for who I was. I fell asleep eventually."

Harry can tell how upset Louis is and how he's breaking just telling this story. The tears now streaming from his eyes. Harry's eyes start to water as he watches how much pain Louis is in.

"And... when... I woke up I was excited, to finally be with you. I got ready for school as normal and walked downstairs to the kitchen. When I got there my stepdad, my mum, and a strange man were standing by the counter." "Are you Louis?" He asked me. "I didn't answer him because I don't even know who he is. My mum tells him that I am in fact Louis. Then all of the sudden the front door opens, I turn around to find two big men walking towards me. They..they grabbed my arms and carried me out the door. I.. I was screaming. My parents just watched as I cried for their help. They just stood there."

"Louis. Why didn't you tell me sooner."

"I'm not done with the story yet. They put me in the back of a van. It was one of the longest car rides of my life. Once the van stopped the men grabbed my arms and walked me into a building. They walked me up to the front desk. "Tell her your name." One of them yelled at me. "Uh...I'm Louis.... Louis Tomlinson." The lady at the desk wrote something down and the men pulled me away. Walking me down a hallway. Then we came to a stop outside of a door and they unlocked it and push me in. The door had bars on it, like I was in jail. I was so scared I fell to the ground. Didn't eat for days. I got so skinny."

Harry looks right at Louis when a tear falls from his face. The terror in his eyes freaks Harry out.

"They sent me to a gay conversion center! I was treated terrible Haz. Sitting in that cell of a room all day. I took up drawing again to pass some time. Apparently I was in there for 3 months, but it felt like years. The whole time I was in there I could only think about you Harry. You were the only thing that kept me going. When I got out of there I had forced myself to be with girls again. I felt like it was the only thing I felt would make my parents happy. I didn't wanna go back there. Never again."

Louis breaks down into Harry's arms. He pulls him closer. "You'll never have to go through that again. I promise."

"How could you promise you don't know that."

"I won't let them do that to you again."

"Then my mum sent me away to Uni thinking it would help me become normal again after what they did to me. It kinda worked I started to play football again. I love playing football you know that. But then I saw you here and well I couldn't even think about anything else but you. I forced myself to get with Eleanor, I knew I couldn't talk to you. I am just a fag who doesn't deserve love."

"Louis you deserve so much love. More than most people here."

"No I don't."

"Lou.. look at me."

He looks up towards Harry, the sun now slowly starting to come up allowing Harry to see his blue eyes that are red now, a mix of hangover and how he had been crying. He couldn't take seeing him like this.

"You deserve so much better Louis."

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