You looked around frantically as your heart pounded wildly in your chest, not knowing who called you. In fear you got up, beginning to run to the exit as you try to escape, afraid to be held captive again. Without looking back you run out the front doors as fast as you can. You run for a few short moments before a pair of arms wrap around your waist from behind.

You start screaming, kicking and pulling as you try to get away from whoever is holding you still.

"Y/n! Y/n its me! Joonie!" Namjoon yell as he holds you, your body immediately relaxing as tears well in your eyes.

"oh my god Joonie" you say as you starts to sob, the familiar name overwhelming you as you turned around to bury your face in his chest.

"It's okay, I've got you" Joon say as he holds you, holding you protectively in his arms.

You hold onto him for life, afraid that if you let go you'll only get dragged away like you did the first time.

"oh my god y/n..." Joon whisper as he holds you close, holding the back of your head as you sobbed into his chest.

"Oi! Namjoon! Get back in here, now!" An older man called out from the cafe entrance. Namjoon turned his head, holding you as he looked back at what you would assume is his boss.

"I'm coming!" Joon called back, looking back to you as he gently brushed your hair out of your face. "stay here with me okay? I'll take you home after my shift." Joon said softly, smiling ever so softly when you nodded in response.

Namjoon held your hand as he walked back inside, keeping you close as he made his way to the back.

"here, sit." Namjoon say softly, holding your hand as you sat down on a couch in the back room. "y/n.." Namjoon whispered softly, holding your arms and looking at you with eyes of disbelief.

"is it really you..? Its been years.." Namjoon said softly as he looked in your eyes, gently cupping your cheeks.

"Its me..I-I'm really here" you whispered softly back, holding his wrists before starting to cry again as you wrapped your arms around his waist, crying into his shoulder.

Namjoon held you close, sighing when he heard his boss calling him once again.

"do you have to leave..?" you whispered as you frowned, looking up to his eyes as he looked into yours.

"yes I do..but not for much longer." Namjoon whispered softly, looking in thought.

"Stay with me, you can work with me for the rest of the shift."

You nodded as you got up with him, holding his hand as he walked with you out of the back room. You looked in awe as he worked, watching as he served tables and ran jobs.

He'd grown so much since you'd last seen him. He was taller, thats for sure. He had grown a more mature build, and his face matured too.

He really grew up, were you really gone for that long?

You couldnt help but smile as you watched him, smiling for the first time in ages as he served a young boy a cupcake.

You stayed with Namjoon, not leaving his side as he finishes his shift before taking you home with him.

He stepped inside with you, holding your hand as he closed the door behind you.

"youre probably so exhausted.." Namjoon whispered softly, gently walking you before sitting you on the couch.

"do you want a hot bath darling?" Joon asked softly, looking in your eyes as he held your hands.

You began to shake your head, your immediate reaction to decline. You paused for a moment, thinking about it before slowly nodded.

As much as you just wanted to sleep and rest, you did need a bath. you needed a long hot bath without any worries.

You nodded, looking in his eyes as he nodded back. "I'll run you a hot bath sweetie, and once you're out you can borrow some of my clothes until I can get you more." Namjoon said softly, holding your hand and walking you through the house to the bathroom.

Namjoon ran you a hot bath, adding bubbles as he made sure it was the perfect temperature before letting you know where the shampoo and body wash was.

You nodded, hugging him one last time before he left the bathroom to let you enjoy a nice relaxing bubble bath.

you slowly sunk into the hot water, watching as goosebumps covered your skin at the feeling. You sighed softly as you sunk down, resting your head back as you felt the water elope your body. For the first time in a long time you had a chance to breathe, to sit in a world that was still and silent.

You raised your head slightly, looking down at your figure as you wrapped your arms around yourself. Bruising and cuts covered your skin, the sting of the hot water against the pink markings causing you to tense slightly.

You frowned softly, running your fingertips down your torso, your ribs peaking through your skin ever so softly and bruising closely together.

You hurt, your heart hurt at the memory that it was Yoongi who had caused these painful markings. You still couldn't quite understand what had happened, why Yoongi snapped so suddenly. You thought back to when you escaped, remembering what you had seen when you were in the closet.

Who was that? what did they do to Yoongi? Your mind tried to piece together, after what you saw you only had more questions then you did before, nothing made sense and what you did manage to piece together fell apart before you.

It was so hard to keep up with, all you wanted was the truth. Was it really Yoongi doing all of this?

You shook your head softly, washing up before climbing out of the bath. You put on one of Namjoons large t-shirts and sweatpants before sneaking downstairs.

You look around, smiling with a false happiness when you see him in the kitchen as you walk over. You hug him from behind, nuzzling into his back as he turns around, hugging you tightly.

After everything that happened between you and your husband, you knew it would take you a long time to trust again. You closed your eyes as you nuzzled into him, attempting to open up to his help.

"I can't believe I'm here..." you whisper out, your voice cracking. "I was trapped for so long..t-the things he did to me...god Joonie the things I saw" you whispered softly, trying to explain or begin to have someone understand what you had just been through; hoping that maybe if you let it all out and tell someone that maybe youd be able to begin to move forward.

"shh, shh.." Namjoon whisper as he holds you in his arms.

"It's okay, you're safe now...I promise you're safe" Namjoon say as he holds you.

As much as you loved Namjoon, and as much as you knew he was saying that to try to comfort you, you just couldn't quite believe the words he said. It didn't matter what he said, you knew that after what happened with someone as close to you as your husband, you wouldn't be able to believe his words so easily.

And you hoped he would be okay with that.

Hey guys! sorry for the long chapter, I wasnt sure how to split it up into two chapters without making the chapters too short!