Jungkook behaves so weirdly today, I'm not used to this side of him, to be honest, it creeps me out, the way he laughs looks so cute and innocent. I've done the dishes, washed up myself, and decided to go out for a bit to fresh up. Lots of things had happened recently and I need to fresh up my mind. As I was walking around the park near our house, I saw a familiar face walking towards me "Oh Hoseok Oppa!!" I cheerfully skipped toward him. "Y/n I was coming to your place, thank goodness I meet you here" he exclaimed.

We sat down on a bench near the park "Is Yoongi Oppa okay?" I asked worriedly "Yeah, he didn't come to work today and didn't pick up my calls either." he said looking down sighing "Should we visit him" I get up ready to walk but he stops me "Y/n I think we should give him some time" I wanna see him real bad but Hoseok is right I should give him some time. "Why didn't you tell me anything Y/n why did you suffer alone?" he sounded hurt for some reason "I don't know... but please don't hate him" I pleaded, I don't want to ruin their friendship, they look so perfect together and I don't wanna destroy their bond "Why? Don't tell me you love him after what he did to you" he narrowed his eyes desperately waiting for my answer "I...I think I-I am.." its better to admit the truth... It'll be too obvious if I hide it now. Hoseok sigh shaking his head slowly in disappointment "What have you gotten yourself into Y/n.." I know what he's trying to say "I know... but I can change him trust me, he may be cold outside but he's very soft inside" I tried to defend him "okay but if he tries to do something stupid again.. we won't just stand back and watch" he said in a stern voice which scares me a little."Am I a trouble to you guys?" those words suddenly came out from my mouth without realizing, he shakes his head continuously as he denies me "no no girl don't ever think like that... you are our one and only sister, Y/n please stop blaming yourself... you are very precious to us" I just nodded . We chat for a bit and I told him that I need to go back home and I'm tired.

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

I'm no less than a devil, what have I done.. tears keep falling down uncontrollably as I clench my chest and cry my eyes out. Why does my heart hurt so much when I purposely did those things to her. When I intentionally put blinds on my eyes so I don't see her in a positive way. I've lost everyone, my hyungs, Y/n, my positive attitude EVERY FU*KIN THING!!

Jungkook throws every single thing he sees. The room is a mess now, papers are flying around the room furniture turns upside down.

Louds sounds can be heard from outside, but no one dares to go in, everyone kept quiet scared by the sound. Jimin was standing outside Jungkook's office door ever since he left Jungkook after the conversation unable to leave Jungkook alone and worried about him. He knows that Jungkook was a good person and he trusts that Jungkook will change his behavior.

Jungkook was standing in front of his mansion, unable to go in, thinking how he should apologize to Y/n. As soon as was about to turn the doorknob, the door flung opened revealing Y/n, slightly dressed up. Jungkook hug her continuously muttering "Don't go" and crying on her shoulder. Y/n is hella confused by his behavior lately, she just pats his back reassuring him that she won't go anywhere "Kookieya I'm just going to the convenience store... I'll be back soon".

Jungkook pushes her aside and walks past her as if nothing had happened leaving a very confused Y/n standing alone in the doorway.

Oh my Fu*kin god that was soooo embarrassing!!! What the hell was I doing!

How the fuck am I going to meet her again! How am I going to apologize when I just embarrassed myself.