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I've been here for three days now, and they really treat me like a princess, they never let me do any chores, I tried to help Jin cooking but get scolded by him, I'm not a kid anymore!!

Knock! Knock! "Come in!" I yelled back at the knocking sound. Jin's head pop inside my room with a sunglasses, making a funny face

"AYO LADIES AND GENTLEMAN!!! WOHOO!" He shouted dancing weirdly..

"Omgg! Stop it" I literally pee on my pants. I laugh so hard that my tears were coming out and clings my stomach. He stops dancing and laugh along with me with his weird signature glass cleaning laugh which makes me die even more.

"Whaa-what happ-en to youuh ar-e you ok-ay" I asked between my laughter "S-T-O-P I-T" he spelled out loudly making me laugh even more.

"oh my god stop stop You are killin me" I looked away from him to control my laughter.

"haha Okay okay I'll stop" he said seating down on my bed slowly "You must be bored staying all day here" he's right I was really bored "Well I was bored but not anymore haaha" I said wiping my tears slowly.

"Well, Y/n actually I'm here to talk to you about something" He looks down at his hand nervous about something. "Yeah go on!" I tried to cheer up the sudden change of mood and maintaining my bright smile, he smiles back and slowly continued "Well the thing is... It's... It's about Jungkook" He looked up at me waiting for my reaction, I just stayed still and let him continue "Amm.. he did some test on Lily and found out that he is not the father of the child"I felt numb Jin's words echoed through my head again and again. He slowly stands up and walks towards me patting my head " He's downstairs but if you don't wanna meet him then it's totally okay.. we are all in your side" he smiles sadly and walks out of my room.

The room that was once filled with laughter minutes ago became dead silent in just a matter of seconds.

I won't say that he's not wrong even though the child is not his... staying here with his hyungs makes me stronger.. I feel like I can go against him , that I can confront to him regarding anything hmm... YES!!! I will meet him and talk to him and tell him that I Hate him and I don't wanna see his face ever again.

I storm out of my room and went down to where he is...

There I saw all of them watching something and eating pizza.. They look so complete together....

"Oh Y/n! Come Jungkook bought some Pizza, come and have it" Hoseok said grabbing everyone's attention towards me... I froze on my steps... Unable to move unable to do anything... where did all my confidence go!! Damn!!

"Y/N! I-I Miss you" Jungkook stands up about to walk towards me. I step back making myself fall on the ground "Y/N!!" Yoongi ran towards me embracing me in his arms "It's okay.. Everything is fine.." he mumbles again and again rubbing my back to calm me down... I didn't even realize that my whole body has been violently shaking this whole entire time "You promised me~" my words came out as a whisper making me look weak. I gather up all my courage pushing Yoongi away making him fall back , I Stood up firmly on the ground making eye contact with Jungkook, he looks shocked by my action, well everyone looks shocked. Jungkook steps forward saying "Y/n I'm sorry I-" and I cut him off "DON'T EVEN THINK OF COMING NEAR ME YOU ASSHOLE!!" I yelled, "I don't fu*kin care whether the child is yours or not, It'll never change the fact that I HATE YOU!" I left the room with heavy footsteps and a pool of tears...

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

The atmosphere in the room became very tense after Y/n left. Yoongi was still on the ground spacing out, Jin and Hoseok standing still looking guilty, Namjoon Taehyung and Jimin trying to console me and here me being a stupid jerk as always wishing if I could go back in past and stop me from doing whatever I did to her and everyone.

"Jungkook-ah , I think you should go back home" Namjoon said patting my back "Yes Kook you shouldn't be here for now, give her some time" Hoseok hyung said leaving the room with Yoongi and Jin.

I came back home totally broken, I didn't even bother to turn the lights on.. Is this how she feels when I left her in the dark... I curled up into the ball resting my forehead onto my knees crying my eyes out. I am a monster... I deserve everything... Whyy.. why did I do that... Why did I hate her in the very first place...

No! I don't hate her...

I-I loved her...

I love her so fricking much...

It was love but I tried to deny it....

It hurts...

My heart hurts so much..

I wanna end everything...