The sleepless darkness consumed my consciousness, I couldn't feel my body I felt weightless. The only thing I thought of were my girls all 3 of them.

Eve suddenly came in to my view, I couldn't see anything else but her in the shape of our wolf. Her beautiful fur shines in the light that surrounds her.

"It's not our time to rest young one" Eve says "What is happening?" I ask her. "You have gone in to a coma to recover from the trama our body took from the forced birth" she says bowing her head in sadness, "our mate has chosen another and it triggered the labor of our pups". A panic starts to stir in my gut "are my babies okay?" I ask worriedly "they are alive, but are in great danger they where born to early".

"How can I help them?" I ask my wolf "be with them help them survive, they are our cubs" she bowed to me and I was plunged back in to the darkness.

I awoke to the scent of disinfectant and a beeping sound of machines, I slowly open my eyes. "Will she ever wake up?" I turn to see Willow sitting down in a hospital chair her little friend Lucy is beside her, "mamma says she will" Lucy says hugging her. My eyes meet hers and she lights up and runs to me "are you okay?" She asks as I move to let her in the bed with me "I think so sweety" I kiss her head.

"Oh good your awake" Jane walks in to the room with a coffee in hand, "Hey Jane" I smile at her "thank you for watching after willa, how long was I out?" I asked. "You have been in a comma for about 3 weeks" my eyes widen oh No! "How are my babies?!" Her face grew sad "they are alive but the doctors need to talk to you".

I grew anxious as I waited for the doctors to get in the room, the girls where falling asleep on the couch and Jane wasnt far behind. I picked up my phone from the drawer beside my hospital bed, I turned it on it was 12:30 in the morning.

A light knock on the door made me jump, "yes?" The door opens and a very tall doctor walks in to the room. "I'm sorry Its so late but when I my nurse told me you woke up I knew I needed to talk to you" he looked down at the clip board he was holding.

"I'm doctor McAlister" he says reaching out to shake my good hand, "We figured out the cause of the premature birth, it seems you have had a mate that marked someone else and the trama sent you into labor" he pauses "and as for your girls, I have a few things I have to prepare you for".

The doctor explained that baby one has a cronic lung disease called bronchopulmonary dysplasia because she was so premie and she still hasn't been takin off the respirator. They told me that baby one's lung growth is very slow even for being on steroids, they both have suffered infections. He explained an infection both babies had caused baby two to go deaf in both ears, and baby one to lose all vision in both eyes.

The information I received from the doctor was hard to swallow, I can't believe my little girls have so many medical issues. I look over at Jane, she has tears in her eyes, the doctor clears his throat "I'm sorry that I had to spring the news on you but you needed to know before you met them tomorrow" he says and quietly leaves the room.

"Have you thought of names?" Jane askes, I know immediately what thier names are "Baby girl ones name will be, Trinity Hope Waters" I paused I know I shouldn't even give him the satisfaction of the girls having his last name but I didn't feel right not to. "Baby number two is Serenity Grace Waters".

I knew that they would survive I will not let anything else happen. I will listen to Eve and my girls will survive the first battle of their lives. As a mother I hoped it would be the only one but the wolf in me knows it won't be.

When morning finally came arround I was up and ready to meet my babies, they rolled me to the NICU where they have their own room. My heart broke when I seen them for the first time, they where both hooked to all kinds of machines. I walked over to them the nurses had came in here before me and printed there little names over their little special beds. They opened the flap "You can touch her if you want just be gentle" she says I put my hand on her little head and gently stroked her head "hello baby Serenity" I went over to the other bed and layed my hand on my little girls hand "my sweet little Trinity".

I didn't know I could love some one as much as I loved them, not that I don't love willow with all my heart because I do. But the connection a felt with my girls the moment I seen them was indescribable, they are so beautiful.

The nurse left me with my girls I couldnt stop looking at them, they where so fragile looking I wish I could make this better for them.

After being with my girls for a while, Jane messaged me that her and the girls where back to visit me. I went back to my room they where in the room waiting for me, Willow comes up to me and gives me a big hug. "Hey sweet heart" she smiles at me "did you see babies?" She asks "yes I did, do you want to know your sisters names?" I asked, she smiled and nodded " Trinity and Serenity " I tell her.

After I got my discharge papers I called my boss, "hello?" Mrs.Andrea picks up the phone "hello Hrs.Andrea this is Angel" she gasps "how are you doing?" I tell her about why ive been missing for 2 weeks and that I wont be able to be back for a little longer because my girls are still in the hospital and I cant be far from them right now. "I'm sorry to hear that hun, if i could hold the job for you i would but they pushed me to hire someone else" she says sadly "its okay I understand"

When I get off the phone with her I can't help the tears that slide down my cheeks, the frustration and overwhelming fear for my children washed over me. I texted Jane and drove to the woods I told her I need a run and she understood, when I finally get in to my wolf form I let Eve take over.