The moment my girls came home I was thrown in to a schedule of work, breathing treatments, and changing diapers. I loved having them home but man did is it exhausting to take care of twin babies with health issues and a 4 year old. I constantly worry about them, but I know if I can help them to survive until they turn for the first time they wont have as many issues.

Having my girls in daycare doubled the cost, most of our money goes to childcare and the house payment. The budget grows tighter each month, I may have to pick up a second job. Maybe babysitting because I definitely shouldn't be away from the girls any longer than I have to be.

Beep* Beep*

My alarm woke me up from my sleep, I slowly got out of my bed. My body protesting with every movement, I had gotten 3 hours of sleep the last few days. Between caring for 3 children and my job I was exhausted, my girls also require breathing treatments and Trinity is on anti seizure meds. All because of a scare we had 2 weeks ago when she had a full on granny seizure.

Ive been extra worried about them, and up all night worring and cleaning. We are unsure of why she started having them all of a sudden, I just hope its something that goes away with the change.

I drop the girls off at daycare that morning in a daze, I got so many worried looks but I just shook it off and kept pushing through the day. Work passed really slow that day, it seemed to drag on all day.

"Miss Angel?" A voice calls to me from inside a pair of huge Metal doors, I stand up and walk over to them. "Yes sir?" The door slides open revealing the alpha "My son is turning 18 today, I wanted to invite you as a guest, to his awakening party" I was really surprised by the invitation "Why me?" I asked. "I noticed you don't join on the wolf activities so I thought I'd give you a formal invitation" he said giving me a pointed look "Okay sir I will be there".

I'm still not sure why it was necessary for him to invite me like that but I suppose it's because he doesn't know I have a kids, all he sees is a unmated woman and his son is becoming of age. I almost groan vocally at the weight of another thing as it is dropped on me, I have to take a little rest time soon or I'll drop.

The Earth king has a mate named Jessica who is our Luna queen, they have two sons 17 and 5 they have one daughter who is about 10. I think there eldest kids name is Max the youngest is Samuel, their little girls name is Harper. The Earth kings name is Henry I only learned that when I started working here, when you work at a place like this you learn very fastly who your boss is.

I go back to my desk across from

Penny's, "what did he want?" She asked "he wanted to make sure I was going to the alphas party for his son" I told her she rolls her eyes "only because your unmated" she says. Penny has a very complex personality she seems to try to be mean so people don't like her but I can see past her front, shes just insecure.

"Hey Jane, the alpha king wants me to be there at the awakening tonight for his son, do you want to come?" I ask her "sure I wouldn't mind a little party, what about the girls?" I think for a moment. "Well maybe we could hire a babysitter?" She gasps "Oh I know the perfect person, my sister Della could watch them she needs the money and is in town for the weekend!" She says excitedly "That's perfect it will be so good to go out, I don't think I have since we moved here".

After work I head to pick up the girls from daycare. Willows birthday is actually coming up soon she will be 5, which means that she starts Kindergarden soon. That fact makes me excited for her and a little sad before I know it I'll be sending her off to "big girl school" as she calls it.

After picking the girls up I take them home where Jane is waiting for me so that we can get ready together. When I pulled up I noticed there where two cars and not just one, I'm guessing it's her sister.

I help willow out of car and carry the girls inside, the twins have grown so much since the hospital. It took them a while but they are holding themselves up and starting to crawl. I already have my hands full with these two, they are always in to something. Serenity is my stubborn baby, she's always climbing and acts like she doesn't under stand when she gets in trouble but I know she under stands even if she can't hear me.

When we walk into the house an excited Lucy runs and hugs willow, it is so cute to see these two. They could spend all day together but as soon as they see each other they act like they have been apart for years. They run to play in her room and I let the girls down to play in the living room.

"Hey Angel, we are in here" Jane calls to be from the kitchen. When I walk into the kitchen Jane is sitting down at the little table I have in the kitchen. A woman who I assume is Jane's sister sat across from her, she looked about 20 years old she was tall compared to her sister and had long brown hair, and her eyes where just as brown as her hair. I liked the feeling I got when I entered the kitchen, I relaxed I felt so much better about leaving the girls in her care.

"I'm Della" she says shaking my hand "it's nice to meet you Della" I smile at her and join them at the table. "So what's the plan?" I ask Jane she smiles "I'm giving you a makeover and we are going to party" she says I laugh at her knowing she will enjoy every second of giving me a makeover.

Jane and I go to my room so she can start working on my makeover, I was a little excited because I know I must look like death right now. It actually didn't take her long to finish she was a natural stylist.

"Alright I'm done, o my goddess you look amazing!" She says excitedly, I walk to my mirror I looked really good Jane had done an amazing job. She curled my hair and done my makeup, the dress she put me in fit me in every good way possible. "Thank you Jane" she smiles and goes to get her own dress.

I go to the living room to play with the twins while she finishes up with her dress. Serenity crawls to me and sits in my lap, here recently I've been trying to learn how to sign so my little girls will be able to communicate when she's ready. I don't know much yet but what I do know I repeat to both of my girls Trinity will also learn to sign so she can communicate with her sister.

Both of them are already so smart you could see in their eyes how intelligent they really are.

"So how do I look?" Jane walks out of my room "dang sis" Della says walking in to the livingroom "I agree with Della, you did a really good job" I said. She smiles at me "I have a good feeling about tonight" she says grabbing her purse. I tell willow goodbye and let her know I'll be back tonight and I'll see her in the morning, then I kiss the twins and we head out.

I hope tonight will be fun, this is hard for me because I haven't been getting sleep and I don't know della very well. "They will be fine, Della is a good babysitter" Jane reassures me. As we pull put of the drive way I get a really good feeling tonight will be a good night.