It's been two weeks.

Taehyung and I have started hanging out a lot more and honestly, I think I'm developing feelings for the younger.

But I'm not sure and I don't want to rush it, I know he's had a bad past and it's hard for him to trust people.

He might not even like me back anyways.

I look up at the younger boy sitting across the table from me. He seems lost in his mind as he unconsciously sips on his drink.

His melanin skin is so beautiful and his deep brown eyes are amazing. I know I sound cheesy but I really fell for him.

I get lost in thought while I stare at him, and don't realize him waving his hand in front of my face.

"Hey, Jimin. You okay? I know I'm handsome but you don't need to stare at me,"

I turn my head away from him and try to hide my blush with my hair.

He giggles and god it's the most amazing sound I've ever heard. I can feel myself falling for him deeper.

I look back at his smiling face and take a final sip from my cup. I set the empty cup down on the table and rest my head in my hands.

"So what do you have planned after this?" I ask, Tae told me he planned everything we're doing today but he wouldn't tell me what.

"I was thinking we could go to a park nearby and chill for a little before heading back to my house,"

I nod and smile at him. He finishes his drink and we leave the café.

I walk closely next to the taller boy down the street towards the park.

When we reach the entrance Taehyung flashes me a smile before running away to the swings.

I laugh and follow after him, he looks cute when he's excited. He reminds me of a child.

"Jiminie push me," Taehyung jokes, making his voice go higher pitched like a child's.

I laugh and sit down on the swing next to him. Tae pouts for a minute before he starts pushing his legs back and forth, making the swing move.

I sit in place, watching him go back and forth. I see his eyes glowing with excitement, at least I know he's happy.

I push off with my legs too, making myself go back and forth but not as high as Taehyung.

He looks over at me and smiles brightly, I give him a genuine eye smile back. When he's happy I'm happy.

We stay swinging on the swings for a while, occasionally stopping to talk about everything and nothing at all.

I look up at the sky, noticing it darken as the sun goes down.

"Should we go now? Its getting dark," I ask, looking back at Taehyung who has stopped swinging and is sitting in place with a blank expression on his face.

He nods and stands up and smiles over at me, grabbing my wrist.

"Come on," He runs out of the park to our houses which are nearby. He pulls me behind him, holding onto my wrist.

We reach our houses and walk up to his front door. I told my mom I'd be hanging out with my friend all day so she won't worry about me being home anytime soon.

As Taehyung pulls out his key from his back pocket to unlock the door, I take the time to check my phone, seeing that it's 7:21pm.

I put my phone away as he holds the door open for me.

I enter his house and head to the living room where I've been many times before. I normally come here after school everyday and during the weekends when I can.

I sit on the sofa and Taehyung goes to the kitchen to get snacks and drinks.

I see a movie sitting on the coffee table and I pick it up.

"What movie are we watching?" I yell to Taehyung.

"There's a movie on the table, can you put it on?"

"Yeah," I take the disk out of the case and walk over to the Tv. I put it into the player and turn the Tv on.

I sit back on the couch and wait for Taehyung.

Minutes later Tae comes into the room, his hands filled with bottles of soda and bags of popcorn and various chips.

He sits down next to me and sets everything on the table in front of us.

The movie starts and I look over at Taehyung, who seems lost in the film. I smile unconsciously and stare at him for a while.

He turns his head and flashes me a smile, noticing me staring at him. I blush and look back at the movie.

We watch in silence for a while before I feel a weight on my shoulder. I look down and see a sleepy Taehyung resting on my shoulder.

He looks up at me and I bend down to get closer to him.

I get lost in thought until I realize how close we are to each other. I can feel his breath on my lips. My cheeks flush a bright red and I pull back quickly.

I stand up and his head falls off my shoulder.

"I'm sorry," I say quickly. I run over to the front door.

"Jimin, wait-" Taehyung calls after me.

I run out of his house, over to mine. I quickly unlock the door and close it behind me.

I lean against the door and slide down, putting my head on my knees.

I'm so stupid for trying to kiss him.