I want to look you in the face and ask why?

Why me?

Did I look weak or love deprived?

Do you regret what you did?

You stole my innocence.

Do you have no remorse?

You've taken from me,

Yet given me so much.

You might even take my future from me.

Or maybe you already have.

I've tried to hold on to my hope that you'll reap what you've sown.

But you got away.

Maybe it was my fault,

Or maybe it was because I didn't show my weakness to you again.

But I hope one day I'll be able to ask why?

And I hope you'll answer truthfully unlike last time.

You're not human, you're an animal.

Because only animals can be that shameless of merciless acts.

I wonder if you have a hard time sleeping at night.

I wonder if your demons keep you up.

The things you've done to me keeps me up.

I hope the things you've done to me keeps you up.

The thought that I might be eating you alive comforts me.

I wonder what day karma will arrive at your doorsteps.

And leave you crawling on the floor.

Begging to be spared,

I hate hypocrites.

I wonder how you'd feel,

Shamefully recalling all your deeds in front of a crowd.

No longer hiding out behind people,

But brought to light.

I wonder how I'll feel when you get what you deserve.

When people leave you like they did me.

When your friends' smiles turn to frowns.

When you're shunned from the world.

When you're embarrassed by everyone.

I wonder.