You were pretending all this time,

And when I found out it killed me

To know that what was so real to me

Was nothing but a game for you.

You never knew when to shut up

About him and how he makes you feel.

When I finally told you that

I was feeling like a lily in a flower shop,

Never picked as the first choice

Because the rose seemed the better option,

You didn't care at all,

And you let us fall apart.

I hope he'll be everything you have ever wanted,

Because for me,

It was you,

And that made me the happiest I have ever been.

You said you had no chance to be with him,

But that didn't make it right

Or any less hurtful

Then it was.

I think you know that

It killed me to shatter us,

But someday I'll be okay again,

And I won't miss the empty promises you used to make.

If you think he's so much better than me,

And if you want him so much more,

And if you think you'd be happier with him,

Who am I to keep you next to me?

But now I wonder,

Who are you to make me

Believe you meant all the things

You said to me?

Who are you to promise me

Things you never did

And a future that was

Full of fake hope?

I just want you to know that

In the end, I withered.

And now I wonder,

Did you even care that we fell apart?