I try to ignore

The judging stare

I always feel

Coming from you.

You always criticize me,

No matter how hard I try

To do my best

And to be enough.

No matter how big your dreams

Of being an architect were,

You still never tried to help

Build our relationship to last.

I guess that was fate

Playing games with me,

But that's perfectly fine,

Since I found a new me since you left.

The new me, the true me,

Who can lexicalize things

In a way that

Seemed impossible before,

Especially since you said

I couldn't do it.

Out of spite, I picked up the pen

And wrote myself

The greatest love story to ever be,

Even if it was not us.

When it was done,

I read it all again

And I realized that I was in it,

Even if my other half was not you.

I realized that everyone

Has their great love story sooner or later,

And that I should not be

Afraid of ending up all alone

Just because you were

Stupid enough to break my heart.