SEBASTIAN

The thumping of music burned in my ears as the sweaty bodies swayed on the dance floor.

''What can I bring for you, sir?'' A sultry voice asked in front of me making me turn around her.

''What can you get me?'' I asked the bartender in a deep voice. She came closer to me bobbing her boobs on my face making me smirk. My eyes remained on her face as I tilted my face, studying her.

''Whatever you want'' she replied, batting her eyelashes. While she turned I scanned her body, she wore a white shirt and black shorts. I must say she was tall. Her curves hugged her body, when she turned around I saw, how she was unbuttoning the first buttons of her shirt.

she was desperate.

Normally, I go for the desperate ones but somehow her curves didn't look as appealing as the ones I saw a week ago.

When Jake told me his little sister would be living with us, I literally thought a 16 or 17-year-old teenager not a fucking hot, sexy woman. The moment I saw Arabella, I knew she was different, there was not a hint of flirt in her voice. Her words, her body language and everything else screamed off-limits.

I mean, it's not like I am into her or something.

Before leaving, Jake made it pretty obvious that his little sister is off-limits.

''Don't try anything funny with her''

Were his exact words, which made me laugh that time; but the joke was on me the moment I saw her. I mean come on, she is pretty.

Very pretty.

No not that pretty.

I should stop. But I just cannot. It's been a week since I last saw her. Living with her was easy since none of us was really home, but a part of me always hoped on getting a glimpse of her.

Only to see if she's fine.

Her elegant doe-like brown eyes are the most gorgeous pair of eyes I had come across, though she was a woman, she was childish and cute.

Did I just call her cute?

I know my fucking mind is playing fucking games with me. I need a drink.

The bartender turned around again placing her boobs on my face giving me a clear view of her cleavage.

''Sex on the beach'' she replied lustrously. I winked and gulped the drink.

She was not turning me on.

My mind flew in a nearby memory when I saw her in her towel all wrapped up.

That alone was made by junior twitch.

Fucking hell.

My mind is on haywire, I couldn't sleep with any other woman after that day; I know bringing Melissa that day was a dick move, but I just needed a release which she failed to give.

And her not defending herself against my asshole behavior was a big turn off which is why I sent her back that day.

Though, I must say, Arabella, is fucking sexy when she is in her all-feminist mood.

Fuck.

''Meet you in the bathroom'' She winked and made her way there.

I didn't bother saying her how uninterested I was, but she might get someone else there, I was not the only dick on earth.

Yeah, that's how I am, I am an asshole.

Which she calls me.

Fuck.

She's so annoying, she's just so irritating, I don't like her and even if she's not in front of me, her images are playing games with me.

Fuck, I don't like her. She's fucking annoying.

I need another fucking drink.

''Stop'' I heard the girl beside me say, pushing off the guy who was forcefully kissing her.

''I said STOP!'' She roared but to no avail the fucking douchebag was crazy. I glanced around and saw how ignorant people were, are you fucking serious?

''Hey fucker, she asked you to stop'' I said pushing the douchebag off her.

''I don't see how that's any business fucker'' He spat pushing me back.

''You wanna fight?'' I asked tilting my head with a devilish smirk.

''Come on man let's go'' Another guy beside him said tugging his arm.

Fucking cowards.

''I will see you later'' he spat in my face turning around.

''Yeah in your nightmare'' I couldn't help but add. I turned around at the girl beside me,

''Are you fine?'' I asked frowning.

''Ýeah, thank you'' she softly muttered looking at me gratefully.

''Will I call a cab?'' I asked

''No, no, my friend's coming'' She kindly declined. I shot her a small smile and sat on my barstool.

It had been a while since I came to the newly opened nightclub. Nightclubs are not my thing, but I couldn't decline as the boys decided to meet up here. Sweaty bodies and loud music is not my thing.

While glancing around in the surrounding, something caught my eye. A girl in a red silky dress, her back was facing me, her hair was flowing on her shoulders. I tilted my head to get a better angle but to no avail, I couldn't make her face. But somehow she looked familiar.

I sly smile covered my face as I took her surroundings, a familiar face was sitting across her.

Fucking finally, at least she would keep my mind off from a certain female.

''Jace!'' I called his name, approaching their seats.

''Hey man, what's up'' he responded with a smile standing up and doing a fist-bump, his face seemed to be relieved upon seeing a familiar face.

Well, guess little Jace needs me.

I shot a smile to his girlfriend, who whipped him badly. I mean, how he can be stuck on one girl. It is beyond my imagination. Relationships are boring. B-O-R-I-N-G.

I turned around with a smirk to see the face of the beauty whose back seemed to mesmerize me.

Being shock would be the understatement of the year. Sitting across me was Arabella in a silky red dress that reached her mid-thighs, those milky long thighs would look so much better on my shoulders.

Red is definitely her color.

Snap out of it.

Her eyes widened making me smirk wider but it seemed to falter the moment I saw some guy sitting beside her. Too close may I add;

I sat beside Jace, when both he and his girlfriend, Jen, I guess that was her name, asked me to join them.

My blood boiled the moment I saw that fucker place one of his hands on her shoulder. It was making me angrier on thinking why was it bothering me?

Jace was saying something which I paid no heed on my sole attention was on the couple in front of, that fucker leaned closer to her and whispered in her ears with a sly smirk, she whispered back with a glint of amusement in her eyes.

What were they talking about?

Were they dating or fucking?

I fisted my pumps on the later thought, what was he saying to her.

''Ella, do you want to repeat yesterday's night'' He whispered but was loud enough for the whole table to hear.

So, they were fucking.

I saw all red, I wanted to rip off that fucker's head. I mean, Jake would want me to do that right. After all, I was just looking out for his sister.

''What are you talking about?'' She asked with a black expression. Which made me calm down a little at the same time frown, what was this fucker trying to do?

Were they fucking or not?

''You know what I am talking about'' He said and winked in my direction. Red. That is all I see. This fucker will die on my hands. I hate that it pisses me that she's sleeping with him, I hate that I am feeling something, I hate that I feel disappointed. I hate it and most of all I hate her.

''Okay, guys!'' Jaces' girl Jen said enthusiastically,

''Maver stop'' she glared at him.

Yeah, he better stop if he wants to live another day.

''Let's order some shots!'' Jen exclaimed and asked the waiter to bring 20 shots.

Yep, that's exactly what we needed.

Sending a fucking glare at the disgusting couple in front of I emptied most of the cups,

''Chill man, why are fucking drowning?'' Jace chuckled beside me while I just shrugged.

''Let's dance Ella'' Jen exclaimed, grabbing Arabella's hands and dragging her along with her.

I couldn't help but lightly chuckle at how clumsy Arabella was, she was rolling eyes but still smiled.

Which made my heart somersault.

I am drunk, this is my drunk state speaking.

The way her eyes crinkle when she laughs, the way cheeks puff and bites her lips to stop her laughter, takes everything within me to not go show the world who she belongs to.

The way her curves shine on the dance floor, the way she sways her hips, her milky thighs on display, makes the beast within me wake up. Only I know what it was taking to not go there and drag her home like the caveman I am.

While I was staring at her like the creepy stalker I am, Jace already made his way towards his girl, while that fucker Maver was hooking up with some random girl, which uncertainly made me feel relieved.

But why?

I am sure she feels my gaze on her because, the next moment her brown doe-like eyes clash with my blue ones; I hungrily scan her ravishing body that makes my inner turmoil, and the moment she licked her luscious lips, I lost it.

Two drunkards in an intoxicating night.

I walked like a predator towards her; her back in my front. Her intoxicating smell invaded my drunken state making me more dazed. I slipped my hands inside her waist, tugging her closer to me.

She roamed her hands on my body and touched my covered abs.

I am never going to stop going to the gym.

''Tell me something, Ella. Do you remember anything after you wake up from a hangover?'' I asked looking at her lips. She licks my lips and bites her lower lip making me groan. She keeps staring at mine before leaning in,

''No'' She huskily replied and smashed her lips onto mine I didn't do anything at first, I was shocked, was she really kissing me?!

And fuck! Can this girl kiss, fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Her mouth, Jesus.

After enjoying her luscious lips, I took control. She moaned when I sucked her tongue, and lightly bit her lower lip.

She circled her tongue on mine making me moan and pull her closer. There was no space between us, but fuck I still pulled her closer. Her moans were like a remedy to my ears, so soft, so lustrous.

''I want to eat your pussy'' I huskily whispered in her ears, making her groan.

''I want to suck you off'' She whispered back sucking my lower lip, while I moaned imaging her head between my thighs and sucking me off.

But, we can't.

''We can't, we are drunk'' I said, as much I wanted to I know she will regret this tomorrow if she remembers, I will as well.

Liar.

''And we will forget everything by the morning'' She replied while I nodded.

I didn't want to forget but I want to forget. If that makes sense.

''So, we can still do this'' I said and sucked her lower lip.

''Of course'' she murmured taking my lips into hers.

''We will forget everything'' She whispered.

''We will forget everything'' I whispered back.

A beautiful night with the girl of my dreams, I wish I didn't have to be drunk. I wish my drunk state was making me feel all these weird sensations. And I wish so many more things, most of all I wished, she wants to remember it just as I want to.

Sighing we both rested our foreheads into each other's; my hands on her waist, and her hands on my neck. While she had a beautiful small smile playing on her lips, with her eyes closed.

AUTHOR'S NOTE

denial.