My brother, Remus, and I started off the day by insulting each other in the hallway as usual

"Freak."

"Ugly." It's true though.

Then during lunch, the sides and I gathered at the table to have our daily discussion where we insult each other again, but today he started something he shouldn't have.

"You'll never be perfect enough for anyone's standards and no one will ever love you because of it."

Being the prideful person I am, I returned it.

"You use dirty jokes and act like you're insane to get more attention because you know you'll never be considered the good guy."

"You have too much fat and weight that people think you're disgusting."

"You look too much like a drug addict for anyone to actually talk to and feel safe."

"You don't fit the standard of a prince and will never be respected because of it"

"Duke's don't do anything and have no real power. That's why they're always made fun of in cartoons."

" You act like a fucking child."

Everyone went silent around the table as I got up and went to my room. Then from my room I heard someone that sounded like Janus shout, "Remus please don't come back!"

I don't care at this point I think he got everything right, but it was just cold to expose me like that. I sat down on my bed and just balled. I heard a tiny rap on my door but decided to keep it locked. "Ro..." It was Virgil, my boyfriend. I ignored the knocks and went inside my bathroom.

Ugly.

Stupid.

Childish.

Fat.

Alone.

Imperfect. Flawed.

No one cares about you, you should just die already. Your death would be meaningless to this world and no impact will be made to anyone. Maybe people might like you if you weren't so fat, ugly, and disgusting. Lose some weight. No harm done just get rid of breakfast and lunch from today. It's not bad I promise.

I did as the voice in my head told. The glass of water I just got was so clear that it needed to be different. I dumped almost the entire salt container in there. I puked only the tinniest bit. I stuck my index and middle finger down my throat causing myself to vomit the contents of today's meals.

The throne flushed and I went to the sink to splash water on my face. When I got out of my restroom, Virgil was sitting on my bed. "Hey Virge, what's up?"

"You good?"

"Yeah just had to calm down. What I did was wrong and I should most likely apologize."

"That idiot started it. Look. If it makes you feel better even his own sweetheart got mad at him."

"But I heard Janus say it was pointless which means the opposite."

"Trust me Jan is pretty disappointed."

"Thank you Virgey."

"No problem."