(I promise)

Remus's POV

When I woke up this month bring I felt the heavy weight of my mind and my heart push on my chest and back into bed. But I couldn't go back to sleep. Thomas needs me even if he doesn't want me.

Hi! I'm Remus, the dark side of Roman's creativity. Meaning I am the source of most dark and serious topics in Thomas's mind. I can't help but hear all these things and it makes me somehow feel obligated for what's happening in that other persons mind who caused this.

I got dressed, opened my door and walked down the hall. "Freak." Thank you for jut repeating what people say about me behind my back . My twin started of the insult routine, which was honestly getting quite old at this point.

I shot back at him, "Ugly." I knew that most likely hurt him, but he hurt me. That means it's justified right? Anyways we later sat down to have lunch and I want to say something that'll get him to acknowledge my presence.

"You'll never be perfect enough for anyone's standards and no one will ever love you because of it." He really is too much of a perfectionist and I thought I'd help him out a bit by telling him the tru-

"You use dirty jokes and act like you're insane to get more attention because you know you'll never be considered the good guy." Ouch, but if you want to go that way.

"You have too much fat and weight that people think you're disgusting."

"You look too much like a drug addict for anyone to actually talk to and feel safe." Janus started to signal that I shouldn't retaliate but it's gone past the point of return.

"You don't fit the standard of a prince and will never be respected because of it" This is so childish of both me and him. I should just sto-

"Duke's don't do anything and have no real power. That's why they're always made fun of in cartoons."

That's it.

"You act like a fucking child."

At this point everyone, including us, was fed up with the argument. That's why Roman just left without finishing the rest of his meal. Virgil stated (yelled), "What the hell is your problem?"

I went to the hallway on the opposite side and marched to my room. As I shut the door to my room I heard my boyfriend, Janus, yelled, "Remus don't come back here!"

Slam.

My head started pounding, my stomaching ached, and could hear my own pulse. As my vision blurred and my eyes watered, all I could think about is why my own brother hates me.

Gosh he doesn't even talk to you normally. Maybe you should just kill him.

When he starts having a pouty thing in the hall gag him and cover his face with your pillow case.

Then you knock him out with your mace and drag him to your room.

Once the door's shut tight, you tie him up and take off the pillow case. Leaving the gag to stop his scream.

Once he wakes up you take a sharp pocket knife. Sharpest one you can find. Pull his head back and slice as hard as you can into his throat.

He'll squirm and twitch but only for a second. There's a possibility you'll see his stupid head roll to the side, but for the main part it'll just be blood. Tons of blood. And then-

It's all silent. Jan comes rushing into my room to comfort me as I softly cry into his shirt.

"I'm not okay, J."

"I know, but that in its self is okay."