O U T R O

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well, we made it y'all. after 3 years and 2 months, we're here. i never thought i'd see the day where i would write this very note to close out this story. this story that seemingly had no end in sight. this story that has aged me so much i think i might be in my next life already. this story that means the absolute fucking world to me.

i say it about all of my works, but this story really holds a special place in my heart, more so than any others. i got tired of the same romance narrative and wanted to write a story solely about a relationship in itself. starting from a really bad place and working to repair it from there; all the pain, growth, and change that come with it. i wanted to shed light on the shit that happens after the honeymoon phase fizzles out, which we never get to see. i wanted to show the ugly parts of love that we tend to keep hidden. more importantly, i wanted to talk about how you can love someone so much... but sometimes that's just not enough.

this was not a story for the lighthearted. this was not for those who want a perfect fairytale ending, with crisp edges, spotless pages, and a predictable plot from the moment you read the first line. this was not a love story – this was a story about love. 

and love is fucking hard. it's frustrating. and messy. and heartbreaking. confusing. exciting. raw. magical. emotional. corny. ridiculous. but it's real life, and that's exactly what i wanted to give with this story.

i hope this story touched you in some way. i hope you connected with it, whether it was just a paragraph in chapter one or the whole damn thing (and bless your soul if it's the latter). i hope you enjoyed the rollercoaster ride that this story was (and my god it was a BUMPY one). i hope it got you to forget about everything for a little bit and transported you to a whole different world (while still giving you a heavy dose of reality bc we can never truly escape that). i hope you take a piece of this story with you wherever you go.

and hey, maybe it didn't give you want you wanted, but it gave you something you already had.

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.

I CAN NEVER SAY IT ENOUGH.

I LOVE YA LOTS & LOTS & LOTS.

A KISS FROM BAYLA TO YOU:

xoxo, sabbbycat