Three Months Later...

Dear Diary.

Hey, it's me again, the awkward loser you call...well, awkward loser. Just kidding, sorry I'm bored...is this how you're supposed to write in a diary? I'm like totally confused, this is only my third entry, my mom said it would be good for me and my missing memory, but if I'm being completely honest, this is really strange feeling. I mean, I'm talking to a piece of paper! But whatever, I promised her I'd give it a try.

So today I went on a date with my boyfriend of two months-have I told you about him yet? Hang on, let me look at the other two entries...nope! Okay well let's see, where do I even start?

His name is Adelram, (but I secretly call him Blue Eyes) He's tall, with dark black hair, electric blue eyes, and has the worlds hottest smirk. And while all of that is great, I think my favorite thing about him-besides his personality of course-is his scent. It's just so comforting and oddly familiar despite the fact that it's unlike any other smell. He always-no matter what-smells like peppermint with this small hint of orange. Strange, I know. But I love it, find comfort in it that's so strong and intense, it's kind of scary.

We met three months ago when he was suddenly in my bedroom-creepy I know!- but he explained he had just moved in next door and my mom sent him up there. We got to talking, every night we'd open our windows and just chat about whatever.

We instantly clicked, and as cliche as it sounds, I felt like I had known him for years.

But for the first month we only stayed friends, I've never had a boyfriend in my life and I had planned to keep it that way at least until college, but he changed all of that.

And I swear he's the sweetest guy ever! He calls me 'Princess' and is always telling me how beautiful I am...of course, he's always calling himself that too...he's pretty cocky. But his adorable personality makes up for it.

But anyways! Back to the date...oh goodness the date. (Cue sappy sigh)

It's like he knew my dream date or something, it was absolutely perfect!

First we hiked this huge mountain-by the time we reached the top, I was completely exhausted, but it was totally worth it-then he pulled out a six pack of my favorite drink-cream soda, two sandwiches, and this portable radio that he stuck a speaker into, it quietly played this super corny, cheesy romance music as we sat there watching the sunset, talking about pretty much everything. He told me that he wanted to show me his hometown sometime soon, and a video he had prepared for me. He says it's long, and that I need to prepare myself-whatever that means-I personally cannot wait!

After a while of sitting in comfortable silence, he began telling me this fairy tail story he made up about a girl named Kamaria, and a guy named Jake, it was a romance story, absolutely heart melting adorable! I told him he had to make it into a real book, but he said that he's no good at writing. I think that's a pretty big disappointment because I'm telling you, this story was incredible!

But anyways, after sitting there for I don't even know how long, (of course some making out) we decided to head back down, but my legs were way sore and I was so tired of walking-so, you wouldn't believe what he did, he squat down and pooped! Just kidding lol, but he squat down and lifted me onto his back. He gave me a piggy back ride all the way down the mountain.

I swear he's the closest thing there is to perfect. I don't know how I ever was lucky enough to score him, yet he's always the one talking about how he's the luckiest guy in the world because he has me.

See half the time he's like that, incredibly romantic and sweet, and half the time he's talking about how awesome and beautiful he is. I find it irresistibly sexy and funny.

So now that I'm done talking about the date, I need to talk to you about all the weird stuff thats been going on.

Like for example the fact that I cannot for the life of me remember any details of the three months before I met Adelram, and even weirder, neither can Abigail or my mom.

Like I can remember going to school, going to dance practice, doing homework, the usual stuff, but I cannot remember a single detail beyond that.

Another thing that's been happening is people at school keep coming up to me and asking me about Brandon, which is really weird because Brandon and I have never spoke a single word to each other. Speaking of Brandon, he just totally disappeared, nobody can find him, or anybody in his family, they just randomly left without a word...weird.

And a few people have come up to me making some joke about banana smoothies or something? I don't know, I'm so confused.

When I talk to Adelram about it, he gets all jittery and weird, saying something about how life is weird, and that I should just get used to it or something...I don't know, it's all really confusing to me.

It makes me think something is up, though I'm not sure what that 'something' is. I'll let you know if I come up with some theories.

Oh! And even weirder than all of that, when I go outside at nighttime, when the moon is extra bright, I feel this strange sense of power and strength. Not only that, but I get these little...visions I guess you could say. One time I saw a quick clip of this creepy red mask. Once I saw like this super bright turquoise illumination completely filling my vision, it's so weird...so very strange.

I've been told I missed a lot of school during those fuzzy, dull days, although I remember going...I don't know though, the principal was showing me the days I missed, and it's quite a few! But it was my senior year, so it wasn't enough to make me fail school or anything like that. But I am going to have to make up the days during summer school. Boring I know.

Tessa will soon be off to college, Yale. Which I'm not the least bit surprised about. She's always been a very intelligent, and hard working girl. She's not going to be too far away, ten hours. But I already miss her so much. At least plans have been set, she'll visits during the summer and Christmas break. We promised each other FaceTime about once a week, no less than once every other week.

Chloe moved two hours away where they have a really good dance program. There she is learning how to be a better dancer, and getting the schooling she needs. This move wasn't as big of a deal as Tessa. Not because I like her less or anything like that, it's just because she's only two hours away so if we ever have the urge to see each other's we can do it fairly easily. She's already moved, onto a new life, surrounded by new people, gaining new friends. At first we talked every single day, but it's slowly been drifting to once a week, sometimes only once a month.

Ally moved in with her boyfriend, Fin a couple of weeks ago. They live in an apartment two blocks down. But the ironic thing is, I've seen her and kept in touch with her much less than I have with Chloe, despite the fact that she lives only minutes away from me. I guess we just weren't as close as I once though we were.

Abigail is the one I'm most sad to report about. Abigail-my very best friend from the begging until the end-will be moving away. She got into The Oxford School of Drama, that's right. The one all the way in The United Kingdom. The one that is over three thousand miles from where I live. The one where you can't drive to from where I'm at. The one that's a completely different country than America. The one that separates me from my sister from another mister. *sigh* I know I should be more happy, I mean she's always dreamed of getting into there since it's such a good school for drama, but it's hard to be excited when it means that I don't get to see her everyday. Well at least not in person. We promise toFaceTime every single day. But I fear this promise will break over time just as Chloe and I's did....no, I can't think like that. I'll put up one hell of a fight before I let Abi slip between my fingers. She knows too much. I plan to visit her as soon as Winter break comes. I've always wanted to visit The United Kingdom, and now I have the perfect excuse. But still, it's hard to think about not hugging her and standing next to her, gripping her hand as life's challenges try to knock me down. It's just plain hard.

Speaking of college. I haven't gotten in. To any. Because of my missing credit's, I didn't get into any of the twenty two schools that I applied to, and trust me, I've had my fair share of breakdowns and tears because of this. Yet every time, Adelram assures me that I'll get into a school called Eribiss's Gifted and Talented. I'm not sure if he's losing his mind, or if that's his way of teasing me, but I've looked it up online, the only thing that showed up was a bunch of other gifted and talented crap, like something about Middleton and stupid junk like that. I told him this, but he just squeezed my shoulder and said "don't worry about it. I know what I'm talking about, someone as awesome as me, always does." I crossed my arms and asked when he expects me to get into this "school", he said "patience young Padawan." When I didn't smile, he added that he has to teach me a few things before I apply, whatever the flip that means.

I guess that's all I have to say, so thanks for listening...reading? Sitting there and allowing me to write on you? I don't know what to call it, lol.

But I think I actually enjoy doing this whole writing in a journal thing, there goes mom being right again.

Anyhoodle, write on you later, byeeeeee!!!-Bethany (AKA the coolest person that has ever written on you...yes I realize I'm the only person that has written on you...yes I realize that I'm pretending your replying to me even though your just a piece of paper inside of my journal...yes I realize I'm an idiot, OMG JUST SHUT UP ALREADY...I see your point.)

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