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I was cuddled up to my wife as we were laying on our couch watching Home Alone like so many other this time a year

My arms wrapped around her as her head lay one my chest watching the screen closely even tho we both have watch this movie more times then we can count on our fingers

Her fingers trace random shapes on my arm while mine is tangled in her now shoulder length blonde hair

It couldn't be more perfect. Just me and her. Alone in our house with two weeks of no work a head of us

I watched the film closely even tho a knew exactly what was going to happen next but for the first time the movie got me thinking. How could you possibly leave your child at home while traveling to another part of the world

And as my thoughts usually do they started to spiral down wards.

Me and Lizzie had been trying for a baby a few weeks now with no lucky but what if I would forget my child somewhere. I would be a horrible mother.

I never had one. Not a father either. They just wasn't there. Drugs and alcohol was a bigger part of there life the me

I would never know how to take care of a child. What am I think. I will never be able to be a parent. Lizzie deserves someone who would be able to take care of their own child

And so on so forth until a fell soft hands on my cheeks and the soft voice I love so much speaking up. "Why are you crying baby"

She is looking at me with soft eyes the movie still playing in the background but neither of us caring that we are missing it. "It's stupid. Forget it"

"Anything that has you crying is important" She quickly answers giving me a half sad half concerned look

"It's just...I don't know how to be a mom. What if I lose my kid or forget them somewhere. I don't even know how to treat a child because I never had any parents. I can't put all the responsibilities of a child on you when you deserve someone who can help you" I ramble as she just strokes my cheeks and let me talk

When I fall silent she speaks up. "I don't know how to be a mom either. We will learn as we go" She smile at me trying to get one back but the tears is still slowly rolling down my cheeks. "And you are nothing like your parents and I don't deserve anyone else. You are everything I have ever wanted and you are everything I will always need"

"Thank you" I whisper as I pull her into a tight hug not letting her good

"It's nothing. That's what we have each other for. To help the other one when they can't help themselves or trust them when they don't trust themselves"

"You are so perfect" I whisper into her ear and I can fell her smile against my neck as we just lay there. The movie still playing in the background

"You want to know something" She the whispers as I rub her back placing occasional kisses on her neck

"Sure go on"

"I was going to wait until Christmas but I can't hold myself" She say sitting up so she is straddling my lap

"And what got you so excited" I say leaning closer to her our foreheads touching

"In 9 months we won't be 2 people in the house anymore" She whisper out and it takes me some time to process what she just did but when I do I sit straight up and cover my mouth

"You're pregnant" She just nods making me pull her into a tight hug. "When did you find out"

"Two days ago" She say staring deep into my eyes before she pulls me into a passionate kiss. "And you are going to me the best mama the world has ever seen and you have zero reason to be "