I look over at Stokeley and he looks at me "Bil. look I'm here for you, you know that right? Like I'm gonna be your bestfriend with whatever happens."

I nod, "I don't like bothering people with my past."

"You would not, be bothering me, what you say matters Bil." he pulls me closer for a hug.

I hug back, a few seconds later we pull away and he looks me straight in the eyes. I lean in to kiss him and he kisses back right away.

I lean back on the couch as he continues to kiss me on top. After about a minute I start to panic, getting flashbacks of everything.

"S-Stokeley.. s-stop" I slightly push him off of me.

He looks at me confused, "Is everything okay? Did i do something wrong?"

"I think you should go.." I suggest with my voice breaking.

"Bil, are you sure you don't wanna talk?" he asks as he stands up.

"J-Just go Stokeley.. please." I place my face in my hands and hear the door open and close. I sigh.

I probably messed all of it up, I shouldn't have kissed him. I don't know what I was thinking.

"Dude so what happened?" Jah asks

"She kissed me.. and then everything was okay for a moment, then right after that she pretty much freaked out and pushed me off and told me to leave." I explain

"Vro, she does have a wall. To be honest maybe she just needs space, maybe it was her first time?" he asks but doesn't completely expect me to answer.

I look at Jah, "Maybe that was it but I don't want her to think that I just want that right away."

"She seemed pretty freaked out when I told her how I felt, something about 'everyone wants me for certain things' which I have no idea why people would want to use her that way" I explain.