"Yeah sure" I smile and then sit down while Stokeley grabs his guitar. He comes back and sits across from me.

He sings the song and while he was singing it, it was like he was singing the lyrics to me, I start daydreaming listening to his song and soon enough he finishes.

I snap out of it. He's with Gen. Billie it isn't always about you. "That was amazing Stokeley. Gen is gonna love it."

"Actually it was about yo-yeah Gen, right. thanks." he says and then scratches the back of his neck.

"No problem." I smile, I get a text from my mom that someone called for me.

"Hey, I hate to like rush off but my mom said someone called asking about me." I look at Stokeley.

"Yeah, that's fine we can always hang out later." he smiles and then walks me to the door. He hugs me and then I leave.

I get home and dial the number back, "Hello?" I could tell it was Gen.

billie

"hey"

gen

"hi, so i just wanna say i'm happy

you got jahseh and i hope we can

become friends."

I automatically think it's weird.

billie

"yeah.. sure. and jah and i aren't together." i give her my number.

gen

"oh really? well i'm happy we

are good"

She hangs up, I didn't know whether to be happy about it or weirded out. She seemed mad when she heard that Jah and I weren't actually together.

Oh well, she still sounded fake to me and if Jahseh thinks shes is fake then she is fake. I didn't wanna bring it up to Stokeley yet.

I didn't want him to think I was trying to break them up, if he's happy then I should leave it alone. I don't think anyone knows how hard it is watching the person you want, want someone else.

That's life I guess.