I set it up, I read the numbers. I force myself every day to think that maybe maybe maybe I'll be there again and we'd be together again and it won't all fall apart again.

Words repeating over and over because it never stopped it just fell apart and I was there in it falling too, I was stuck in the clock ticking backwards but I couldn't escape and I couldn't see and I couldn't realise that the bird itself making it it's life mission to continue the cycle was me.