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So here is a feel in chapter from Nick's POV cause I know you guys were like what the heck is going on?

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Chapter 17

When I Didn't Love Her

Nick's POV

I was sitting in the hotel room waiting for Greg to come back with that pizza I was starving but that really didn't matter because all I could think about really was Abby.

Even though I cannot believe she'd just sell me out like that it was still nice to be around her. Just thinking about her made me smile. That's when my phone started ringing. I stood and grabbed my phone off the dresser.

"Great." It was Megan calling for the third time today. At first I wasn't gonna answer it but I remembered how I was the one who ended it in the first place and I owed her that much. I answered it and said.

"Hello?" She sighed through the phone and I regretted answering it at all.

"Nick. I have to tell you something. Will you please listen."

"Yeah. Go ahead."

"Look. I know this is going to sound crazy. And I know that you might think I'm saying this just so I could get you back but I'm not. I don't even expect you to take me back because of it but... Nick... I am two and a half months pregnant and I am not getting an abortion or giving it away." I didn't know how to respond to that so I didn't. I just stood there with the phone to my ear. Her words echoed in my mind and I guess she was saying something else but all I could think about was... Abby. Wait! Why on earth am I thinking about Abby? I am going through a crisis! I felt like I couldn't breathe and I heard Megan call me. And that's when I realized I wasn't breathing. I let out a long breath and said to Megan.

"Y-your... Pregnant?"

"Yes. I am." This cannot be happening. Why is this happening? I can't even think straight. That's when it hit me.

"Megan! Why the hell didn't you tell me this before?"

"Because I was scared and at first I wasn't sure."

"Not sure !? How could you not be sure about something like this?" Be fore she could answer Greg walked through the door with the pizza. By now I wasn't even hungry anymore. I looked at Greg and said.

"I have to go." I didn't even give her a chance to answer I just hung up." Greg looked at me then said.

"Hey you want some?"

"No. I'm gonna take a shower."

I was beyond stressed and I was not looking forward to seeing Abby. I don't wanna be with Megan but I'm not just gonna abandon my kid. That's just insane. And I'm not that type of guy. What am I gonna do about Abby though?

While I was in the room getting dressed I heard bamming noises at the door. What the heck? I guess Greg got it because it stopped. I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed before I left the room.

I walked in the room and saw Abby but she wasn't paying any attention to me. And she looked pissed.

"What's up with all the noise?" Nobody answered so I sat down on the couch next to Abby. She was looking up at the ceiling and then looked down. I really didn't want to look at her so I scratched my head and looked down.

Someone knocked on the door and she sprang up and all but ran for the door.

I looked over and saw Cassie but turned around when I felt something hit me. Alison was just sitting on the table smiling all weird at me. That girl really creeps me out.

Cassie and Abby walked in and she turned to them. Thank God!

"HEY! Join the party!" Abby sat back down next to me and I tried so hard not to look at her. That's when Alison turned the tv on. I didn't know what was on I was just glad I had something to fix my eyes on instead of Abby.

We were only four minutes through the movie when Cassie sat up and said.

"I have to get something out of my room." Greg sat up then said.

"I'll go with you." They walked out the door and not fifteen seconds later Alison sat up and said.

"I'm gonna take a walk. You guys enjoy that movie." And with that she was gone. I was planning on talking to her but I didn't expect it to be this soon. I hated what I was about to do but I had to do it anyways.

She looked at me with those beautiful hazel eyes and I smiled. She smiled back and I turned back to the movive that I really wasn't paying attention to. I can't believe I have to choose between Abby and my own baby.

I sighed. Might as well get this over with. I looked at her and said.

"Abby." She looked at me nonchalantly and said.

"Yes Nick?"

"You know. I well we never got to talk about... Last night." She sighed and answered.

"I know. I was kinda hoping we wouldn't have to." I narrowed my eyes at her and she rolled her eyes.

"Listen. Nick. I like you. God do I like you but-"

"But you want to be with Abe." She scrathed her head and looked at the floor. Man I hate doing this. How should I put this. I can't just flat out say I like you but my ex-girlfriend is pregnant. I got up and knelt down in front of her. She looked at me confused when I grabbed her hand.

"Abby. What happened last night can't happen again." A look of horror crossed her face. Wasn't she just about to diss me? I mean come. On! She didn't say anything she just looked at me and I felt like crying.

"Listen I know that we kissed but it was a splur of the moment thing. I'm getting back together with Megan. Look Abby. I've known you my whole life..." I trailed off. This was thee biggest lie I have ever told. I will never forgive myself for this. That's when she said the ultimate.

"Its okay. Really. I mean... I have a boyfriend and maybe you just missed Megan and I missed Abe and you were there and I was there. It doesn't matter." I looked at her shocked she sat up. I had no choice but to let her go. I wanted to say something but the door opened. It was Greg and Cassie.

She walked over to the door and said.

"I'm gonna go to bed. I'll see you guys tomorrow." I didn't know what to say or do I just sat there. I looked blankly at the couch. Greg walked over to me and said.

"Are you. Okay?" I stood up and said.

"Yeah. I'm fine. I'm going to bed." He looked confused and a little annoyed. I went to the room and got right in bed.

I feel like shit. I probably look like it too. This is just pathetic. I should probably just forget about Abigail. She obviously hates me now. I think I've known her long enough to know at least that. And that's what I don't understand. She has been there always and I have never felt even a small emotion towards her. So why now? Why after all these years? Why not when she kissed me in their garage when all I saw was a thirteen yearold girl going through puberty. Or when we were watching weird movies like the goonies. Or when we were eating breakfast constantly together and riding to school together.

It was so easy when I wasn't into her like that. When she was just that girl who grew up with me. It was so easy... When I didn't love her.

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