Just outside of the city, Rosa was also struggling. She was lay, curled up under a blanket on her sofa. The orange glow of the fire was the only light in the room. The flames crackled and burned in front of her as she tried to forget. Forget about everything. It was going to be weird going to work on Monday and it being a completely different precinct, with completely new people.

Not seeing Charles, Amy and Holt everyday was going to be weird. When Rosa thought about not seeing Gina anymore she got an empty feeling in her heart. Yes she was dating someone, someone she really liked, but that changed nothing on her feelings for Gina. No matter how much she hurt her and how much Rosa hated Gina, she would always love her in a way she could never love anybody else. She was different, Gina was different. Gina was also not in love with her and pregnant with Milton Boyle's baby. Gina was unavailable. Jocelyn was available though. Rosa tried to focus her thoughts on the woman she was dating. She was amazing and a really kind hearted human being.

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Rosa: wanna come over?

Jocelyn: yes ok! I'll be there ASAP.

Rosa: perfect :)

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She needed to forget about Gina and this was the only she could think of how.

Rosa just lay, curled up in Jocelyn's lap. She hadn't said a word in over half an hour. Jocelyn just sat there, running her hands through the raven mop of curls in front of her.

"Do you want to go to bed?" Jocelyn whispered in Rosa's ear.

"Mmhmmm" She sighed, nodding into the other woman's chest. Jocelyn stood Rosa up and turned her back to her.

"Jump on," Jocelyn tapped her back.

"I'm too heavy!" Rosa laughed sleepily.

"No your not, come on," Jocelyn turned her head. Rosa rolled her eyes and did her best to jump on the smaller woman's back. Jocelyn stumbled for a minute but then stood up straight.

"You ready?"

"For what?"

"This!" Jocelyn said just before racing off to the bedroom. Rosa was clinging onto her neck for dear life.

"Jo your are going to drop me!" Rosa giggled.

"If I drop you, you can literally throw me out of a window," Jocelyn laughed carrying on. She ran into the bedroom and chucked Rosa onto the bed. She landed on her back, curls sprawled out all her her face.

"Sooooo, you ticklish?" Jocelyn asked smirking, standing over Rosa.

"Noooooo," Rosa lied trying not to laugh.

"Ok so you have no problem with this?" She grabbed Rosa's hips and poked at them. Rosa wriggled and squirmed. "Or this?" Jocelyn ran her finger tips up Rosa's inner thighs and arms, but she was still keeping it together. However, Rosa lost it when Jocelyn tickled at her neck. That was her absolute weakness.

"Aghhhhhh!" She squealed, waving her arms around.

"You lier!" Jocelyn laughed and continued to tickle her. Rosa was screaming like a little girl which was making Jocelyn nearly wet herself.

"I'm gonna pee my pants!" Jocelyn laughed and started kissing at her neck. Rosa was still sensitive from the tickling so even that was making her squirm.

"Hahaha aghhh stoppp," Rosa laughed trying to wriggle away. "Gina stop." She immediately realised what she had just said. Jocelyn sat back on her heals and stared at her. Rosa slapped her hand over her mouth in shock.

"Jo omg I'm so sorry I didn't mean t-"

Jocelyn grabbed Rosa's hand and held it tight. "Rosa its fine calm down! You've gone through a tough time and I know you are always going to love her. You accidentally called me Gina, I don't care. It happens. This is new, its all ok," She smiled at the panicking woman reassuringly.

"Are you sure, I don't want to upset you," Rosa looked down. Jocelyn reached and and wrapped Rosa in a hug.

"You take as much time as you need. If this was like a 3 year marriage or something then it would have probably made me upset but you literally let her go a few hours ago it's going to happen. It is ok I promise," Jocelyn stroked Rosa's head. Rosa sighed into her chest and swirled her finger round on Jocelyn's leg.

"We should probably get you to sleep, do you want me to sleep on the sofa?" Rosa shook her head. "In here with you?" Rosa nodded. "Ok, come on."

The two were changed and lay in Rosa's bed. Rosa was buried in Jocelyn's warmth and was just thinking how she ended up meeting someone so damn wonderful?! Her thoughts relaxed her and for the first time in over a year, Rosa slept perfectly without Gina by her side.