Dear psyche,

I'm scared of people

So I locked myself inside

A place where I can be at peace

A place that no one will see me

I thought I'll be okay

But I was wrong...

I create a monster inside of my head

It's inside me

I can feel it

The pain, the agony

The darkness scattered

It's time...

I confronted the monster that hiding inside of me

And it asked me a painful question

Why do you still exist?

Why are you still breathing?

Just give up!

And My heart cried

I am losing

My mind is shouting with unexplainable pain

I don't want to hear those painful words ever again, but the monsters won't let me

Those words are slowly killing me

My emotions are drowning me painfully

Please... Stop...