Dear psyche,

I'm getting tired of pretending that I am okay, that everything is fine

My friends ask me how I have been

If I would be honest with them

I am not okay...

And will never be

I'm lost inside my mind... Again

It's like a routine, same shits, but different days

These thoughts are drowning me

The voices never stop

I always say to myself, I will never be okay

Every goddamn time I overthink

Anxiety and depression are now my best buddy

I am an overthinker...

I can't get out

Everytime I try

I always end up thinking again

Asking myself...

Will you live normally again?

And the voices will answer

NO...