FlashBack*

Tear Fell from my eyes as I sobbed uncontrollably. I couldn't believe that

I had allowed this to happen to me again, each time, no matter how many times I promised myself I wouldn't fall victim to his alluring power. but like a crack fiend, I desperately needed another hit. my attempts to leave would always be short lived. "Beyonce you have to leave ! think of blue!." as I wiped the tears from my eyes with the back of my hand.

It happened so quickly, each day I was losing myself more and more, incapable of doing simple tasks. I barely paid attention I shut out my friends for him, I compromised everything, I've let him disrespect me,

I let him control me. I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror and began thinking about happier times when we had our first date to when we got engaged and how he couldn't keep his hands off me at least in a good.

I had given that mother fucker everything inside me. now holding the sides of the sink breathing in and out. I was a strong believer in What you won't do, someone else gladly will. but I never knew the fuck did do wrong?

I was in deep thought until I heard a key turn, and snapped out of it, and grabbed my T-shirt and ran down stairs and he was trying to bypass me and I wasn't having it, I began to spazz and ignored me and pushed me out of the way if I didn't catch myself with bannister I could've had a major concussion. I dropped to the floor for his satisfaction I'd officially had lost my mind, he looked at me with such aberration, with no feelings toward me like I was trash to him, yet I was still his wife. That look in his eyes will haunt me forever as if it was a pleasure seeing me broken and defeated.

He stood over me waiting for me to say something.

My voice was shot

"I'm- I'm Sorry" in a cracked voice. and I didn't even know what I was apologizing for ; when It was never me it was always him.

He smirked and began shaking his head and looked and me and began laughing and said:

"you're Such a Class act; Look at you,"

I- I can fix this, Shawn Please ! as I held His leg.

No, you can't ! its final

I jumped a Little bit at his voice,

He scratched his head and soften his voice a bit "You didn't do anything Bey, I know what I did and I'm sorry, But I Should've told you that I fell out of love with you a while ago," He grabbed my shoulders I felt at any moment I was going to drop. I grabbed his shirt and shook my head and began screaming No Hell No ! and I snapped, I ran down Stairs into his office and grabbed his papers and ripped them I through His Grammys against the glass cases and was about to get to smash his platinum albums off the wall until get grabbed me and pinned me to the wall.

I began kicking and screaming; get off me Until I saw little footsteps and blue came into his office. and we both stopped.

"Mommy are you okay?" she must have been crying. rubbing her eyes.

I looked at blue then back at Shawn he ended up of letting go of my arms. shaking his head and grabbed her quickly blue and took her to the kitchen to get her a snack.

Beyonce slid down the wall and covered her mouth in sobs, if this what this marriage was going to go down, her torturer would later become her remedy.