Emptiness-

Here lies the body of the love of my life, Rest in peace, my true love, who I took for granted, most bomb pussy, who because of me, sleep evaded. Her shroud is loneliness.

Her God is listening.

Her heaven would be a love without betrayal.

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The next few days

Beyonce and Blue decided to have a girl's day and so Beyonce took Blue of school for a mommy/ daughter day.

Mommy where are we going? she asked in a very hyper voice

We're going to the mall and then we're going to get out nails done and then we're going to go eat!

Really!! Blue said smiling wide But there's no special occasion she said.

well think of this little trip as a small special occasion, Bey said awhile pulling into the mall parking lot.

Beyonce ran Into Topshop and Brought an outfit and a matching one for Blue.

They ate and they ended up going to the movies.

Shawn Texted her which startled her a bit, she ignored it until Blue said. Mommy, I miss daddy,

Finish your popcorn and then we'll see about that okay. Inside she was fuming that was the last person on earth she wanted to see, which was Jasmine and Shawn. especially Shawn.

they went back to the car and Shawn called again. instead of ignoring it she handed the phone to blue.

Blue Answered and Shawn said Bey, where the Fuck-

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Hi, daddy! You said a bad word! Blue yelled into the phone.

I know Blue Blue, I'm sorry where's mommy?

Driving ! Mommy said we may come over! Right, mom!

No, I didn't say that I said will see she said grabbing the phone awhile she was at a red light

Bey, why wasn't she in school? and what's this about you moving back to Houston? Shawn semi yelled.

First of all, I'll be visiting and second, of all It was my choice to take her out of a school for a day, don't start with the bull right now is not the time, whatever I'll drop her off and she can spend the night happy.

That's cool, I'm at the office, Jasmine is home so, I'll see her in a few.

Great Beyonce said sarcastically hanging up the phone

Beyonce turned the car around into his driveway. and said Blue undo your seatbelt, she carried her backpack and she wanted to ring the doorbell too, Beyonce laughed as she thought to herself how grown she thought she could be, by knocking twice yelled Mrs, Jas come open the door with one hand on the hip.

Beyonce step back as Jasmine opened the door, Hey Blue as she hugged her, hey bey, she said, stepping aside Letting Beyonce in,

I'm not staying just dropping off Blue that's all Beyonce said Lightly.

Oh, come on Bey! Jasmine said taking her hand I want you to see the twins.

Beyonce Just rolled her eyes and sighed and walked with her over to the crib, where the twin girls were sleeping.

They both looked Like Blue when she was born, they both had jays cheeks,

I didn't get a chance to tell you how thankful, I was for you to help out with Shawn while I left I know I didn't give you a real reason as to why I left, it was the pressure I felt being here. His family didn't expect me so that's why I left I didn't want to be a burden.

Jasmine..You're his Wife, Whether they want to expect it or not, It wasn't fair for you just up and leave and Expect me to come running being here for 6 months wasn't anything spectacular, I had to uproot Blue, and Being here with him Sick was not all fun and Games.

Bey, I know that and I'm Very sorry but I just knew you would help out better if Rita or his sister would.

Beyonce huffed and said Well, Rita's the one who got him Hooked, knowing he was getting clean.

I heard what you did to her she said smirking, I would have beat her ass too if I was here. she said laughing.

Beyonce wasn't laughing she didn't think it was a joke either.

Listen I'm going to get going, Jas, but congratulations the twins are beautiful.

But Shawn- He wanted to talk to you. Jasmine said getting up.

Well, he has my Number he can call... Beyonce said walking out the front door.

as Soon as Beyonce Got in her Car she looked in her mirror "Fuck" she said to herself quickly putting her seatbelt on and putting the car in reverse. Shawn ran up and knocked on her window.

She rolled it down half way and said Blue is in the house... what do you want.

Well damn I just wanted to know did you see the twins.

Yeah there beautiful she said fake smiling.

Beyonce doesn't be like that... Jay said

Be Like what Shawn, Upset?Jealous? Angry? I have no use for that toward you anymore, but there is some resentment but I can't help but realize that my husband hand whole other women, and now want me to besties with. Yeah, No Thanks. she said reversing the car and backing out of the driveway.

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Beyonce went to her house and pulled a glass of wine and laid on the sofa and watched some reality television to get her mind off of everything, she needed a real break, away from everyone and everything and Even though she didn't want to go to Houston, Maybe the Trip there would be good after all.