He questioned, waving his hand in front of me, trying to get me out of my thoughts. I told them, trying my best to stay as calm as possible. Another voice said. Felix said, pointing to each of the corresponding members.

In front of me was the most handsome man I've ever laid my eyes on. All eight men in front of me were just ethereal.

When they were introducing themselves, I remembered to take notes on what their names were and what they looked like so that I could call them easily. And you might be wondering why I needed to know their names and all when I already knew what group they were from. The answer was simple.

One of my friends is an avid Stray Kids fan. She is a 'Stay'. (Skz fandom name) And being the good stay she is, she has to share it with everyone in her friend group including me. She would always ask us to stream their newest songs in the group chat and would always blast their music when we went to the karaoke. With this constantly happening every day, I knew who they were. The thing is, I don't exactly know who they were. Do you get me?

I recognize them but I don't really know them. I don't know their names and recognize their faces. This is probably because I already stan so many groups that I can't fit any more names into my small brain capacity. My brain was not capable to do it. Could you blame me though? I stan NCT. And more but they are my main. NCT has 23 frickin members and even though I stan them very hard, I sometimes still mess up their names.

I would mistakenly call Kun as YangYang and Lucas as Hendery which made no sense at all because they don't even look alike.

But anyway, I just started to take down mental notes. Short notes in my head so that it wouldn't fill up my brain capacity too much. I also went and watched those 'unhelpful guide to stray kids' videos. It was surprisingly helpful though.

NOTES (IN MY BRAIN) :

BANG CHAN

Christopher Bang

~ oldest

~Aussie 1/2

~Ed Sheeran

~red hair

Lee Minho

~Three Cats (must remember)

~sharp nose

~mostly brown hair all the time

~smol

~sharp chin

~usually with black/brown hair

~maknae wannabe

~literal drama queen

~long blonde hair

~looks like a dumpling

~giant compared to the others

Han Jisung

~quokka/squirrel

~chubby cheeks

~loudest

~Aussie 2/2

~Freckles

~deep voice (scary deep)

~Platinum white hair

~sunshine

~literal puppy

~big eyes

~giant but slightly smaller than hyunjin

~black hair

~Maknae

~Yang Jeongin

~looks like a fennec fox

~the literal embodiment of adorable

Once I got that all noted down mentally, I went back to my room to note it down manually. So that I wouldn't forget it.

It was almost lunchtime when I finally came out of my bedroom. I had been searching tons of websites for new job openings that was easy to do because I still needed money if I wanted to live normally. With my studies still in progress, the tuition fees were too high for me to pay causing me to pay the fees late. I needed a few thousand to be able to continue my education but I knew it wasn't going to be easy.

As I came out of the room, I saw all of the members sitting on the couch in the living room. I walked towards the living room and they all turned their heads to me at the same time. It was very intimidating, to say the least.

I asked the members. Chan asked the seven guys. Seungmin said. I agreed, heading to the fridge to see what ingredients I could use.

I opened the fridge and in disbelief, there was nothing but orange juice and some Krispy Kreme glazed doughnuts. I was still feeling a little hopeful knowing that there were two more fridges that I still have yet to open.

Once I opened it, the smile on my face turned into a frown. The two fridges were completely empty except for some leftover delivery food. Do they not know how to cook?

I mumbled to myself quietly making sure that they didn't hear me.

With no options left for me to choose from, I went back to my room and took my bag. I walked out and when I was just about to go to the door, they all turned their heads from the TV and looked at me again.

Seungmin asked, confused. I told them, already wearing my sneakers. He asked again. I answered him once again. Felix asked. I agreed because why not. I mean what's the worst that could happen. Besides, I needed someone to help me carry the bag of groceries after.

Felix went to his room and quickly changed as fast as he could. He came out wearing all black. His mask was black, his hoodie was black and his sweatpants were black. It was black on black for his whole outfit. Not that I mind though, he still look just as good as before.

He said bye to the others and we went out together. The supermarket was a few minutes away from their dorms so, it just took a little while for us to reach. While we were getting there, I got to know Felix a little more. Turns out, he likes baking. As in cookies and brownies. I wouldn't have known that because even though I've seen him smile so many times when I just stayed there for a few hours, he had this aura that I couldn't explain.

I wonder what the rest of them are like behind the idol life. I've seen them on TV and in their mv but it never really bothered me what they would actually be like behind all those smiles. Felix was the same though, on and off-screen. He was just as bubbly. I just wondered what the rest of them are like.