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I walked out of my room with a smile on my face.

and no it wasn't because I just beat my meat.

I mean I had to it was starting to hurt.

Anyways I was smiling cause y/n made me very happy.

That's really fucking lame but I really needed her.

As I locked my door the strong smells of alcohol and weed were filling up my lungs.

My shirt was glowing in the dark due to the black light.

Millie made it a glow in the dark theme. Obviously something I would never even pick but whatever there's nothing I can do.

The music wasn't bad, but it wasn't what I would regularly hear.

Yup, definitely not my type of music.

I stepped down the long stairs that were filled with random teens that I didn't even know. Some celebs were here but I didn't even bother to properly greet them.

In all honesty I don't even know why I came down from my room. A perfect party for me would be to have y/n standing right next to me and giving me kisses all over my face, but I can't have that shit either.

When I finally made my way down the stairs I instantly regretted it. Millie was against the wall while Jacob and her were making out.

I wanted to throw up at the sight. Millie's lipstick was smudged all over their faces, and since it was a neon one they looked like clowns.

I mean they already are on the internet but you get what I mean.

"can you guys go make babies somewhere else private ?" I yelled at them hoping they could hear me.

I'm guessing Millie did because in the middle of their make out session she pulled away from Jacob making him groan.

"How about you fuck off yea ?" She slurred out

She was definitely drunk. Her breath smelled like pure alcohol.

I scoffed in return.

"whatever you say Millie....I just want to know something"

"And what is that ?" She rolled her eyes.

"How are you guys kissing ?..."

"What the hell do you mean ?"

I crossed my arms and sucked on my cheek.

"Yea, like how are you guys kissing..."

"With our fucking lips jackass"

"How if jacob doesn't have any ?" I laughed

Jacob rolled his eyes and looked away as for Millie who only squinted her eyes at me and shook her head in denial.

I walked away from there not wanting to see anymore, but you had to admit it was a good as joke. I should of let him have my chapstick, danG !

The living room was filled with people grinding and dancing on each other spilling alcohol everywhere as they did so.

"I'm definitely not cleaning this shit up" I say to myself as I looked at the hormonal teenagers.

I rolled my eyes and walked away from the dance floor and towards the drinking section.

"Pure alcohol...cause I definitely drink, nice one Mills"

"Disappointed but not surprised" I add as I let out a sigh.

Luckily enough there was a bucket filled with cold waters so I gladly grabbed one and walked out.

I pushed past the sweaty dancing people and finally managed to get out without them pulling me in to dance. That would have been tragic because I cannot dance at ALL.

I opened the front door only to be greeted by more people that I didn't even know. They all walked in laughing not even saying thanks or "hey happy birthday Finn" Jesus.

I'm glad I locked mines and y/n's door. I wouldn't want couples doing the squanch in my room, and I doubt y/n would like it if they did it in her room as well.

I walked out letting the cold fresh breeze hit my face. I was sweating from all of the lights and people. It felt good to be out here by myself.

The music was audible from out here but I didn't mind...I actually liked it. Very relaxing.

I took a sip from my water acting as if it was beer..

Suddenly I heard the music get loud and then it went audible again. Someone came out of the (closet) party.

"Why aren't you inside having fun.." They said as they sat next to me on door steps.

I turned to my right and saw Pamala with a concerned face expression.

"It was hot in there" I answered.

She slowly nodded her head and looked straight ahead. I did the same and took another dry sip from my water.

"Did y/n even call you ?" She softly asks.

I knew where she was aiming at...but ratmala you gotta aim higher bud.

"Mhm" I dryly answered.

"cool.."

"yup"

This was awkward and I didn't like one bit of it.

"Why are you even out here ?" I asked.

I don't know if that sentence came out rude, but I can't control it. I wasn't mad or anything I was just curious.

"to crowded in there I couldn't even breath" she laughed.

I joined her as well and gave her a warm smile.

"you want to get some actual beer" she says pointing at the water bottle In my hands.

"And get wasted like Millie ? No thanks I'll kindly pass" I chuckled.

she smiles and lets out a sigh.

"I'll take care of you if you get wasted..."

I raised a brow at her offer.

"how if you're gonna get wasted too" I snickered

"Then I guess we'll take care of each other" she smirked.

I bit my lip and looked around the gated area.

Should I ?

Have fun you moron, it's your birthday for crying out loud !

I don't know...getting drunk with complete strangers isn't the best idea.

You only live once Finn, you only live once.

Oop.

Hey I'm back.

Sorry I haven't posted...I just needed a break so I deleted Wattpad. But I installed it like 4 days ago to update some stories.

Also I am making a new story, it's not baby daddy. That one I don't know if I'm officially publishing it cause I don't have the full story plot done yet and it might take a while.

But I do have a new book that I want to publish and it's a mike wheeler x reader because I only have one book of my bby mike and lot of people really enjoy hateful love which is one of my books of mike wheeler. (Read it if you're interested).

Also don't say "you don't have time" because I do. I just feel like breaks are needed to get yourself mentally stable. And also I have a life you guys I go out with my family and try to have fun in the summer 💗.

Sorry I've been gone !💕

what conditioner and shampoo do you use ? lol 😭

for shampoo I use and for conditioner I use (highly recommend btw it makes your hair so freaking beautiful...but they are a tad bit expensive which is the only bad thing *siGh* if you don't believe me search it up I have like 3 bottles of each I'll try to give some away, yes they are unused lol)

How was this chapter my lovelies ?💕

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