hi ohmygod it's been since like january that i fucking updated.

i missed you guys.

a lot.

not really...

KIDDINNGG >:(

ok first things first, i wanna say welcome to the new readers !! i cant believe new people everyday come and read this shitty book.

or any of my books in general !!

but here's a small little introduction of MOI.

my name is evangelize but everyone calls me eydis cause that's one of my middle names but feel free to call me anything besides anything fucking bad !! LMFAO

as to my old readers hi BAES >:)

i'm so sorry i went AWOL on all of my books, my mental health was shit and has been for the past few years, i have tried to COMMIT DIE many times but was obviously unsuccessful, fortunately and unfortunately. LOL.

uh i was really bad to the point where i like DEMOLISHED all of my toe nails and burned myself and yk just super intense self harm. (hint the trigger warning !).

no need to fret tho ! i am slowly recovering and i feel a thousand times better, it's probably the most happiest feeling i've ever felt in my life.

i'm getting my shit together and yea i still have some though days but it's not near to the point where i'm going to relapse. honestly the feeling is great and the bad feelings are TRULY temporary.

i always thought mfs who told me that were so cheesy and stupid but they were absolutely right. it gets better, it definitely fucking does.

uhm i'm 17 now ! i wrote this when i was 14, you can tell by the TERRIBLE writing my god. i tried re reading it and i COULDNT bring myself to get past the first 3 sentences of the first chapter. jesus LMFAO.

it's my last year of high school !! i'm graduating it's been confirmed i guess, but i still gotta keep my grades up. time flies incredibly fast.

and then halloween is when i turn 18 which is scary to think about. i don't know. it's just so surreal, my childhood is leaving and it's literally at the tip of my fingers now and i don't have a hold of it anymore.

still single. fucking wack, men suck...TRULY LIKE WHY ARE YOU MFS NOT DEVELOPED YET. PATHETIC!.

anyways enough about me, let's get into what everyone truly wants to know.

da books !!

uh well i think i am gonna update still, since it's only fair you guys get a proper ending with PROPER writing this time.

i'm still shit at it but it's not as bad as it was before. anyways happy endings or not you guys will GET ONE !!.

i will probably make a posting schedule like just be organized instead of keeping you guys like off the edge of your fucking seats.

but let me know when i should post ! probably not fridays since my teachers LOVE giving me homework on thAT SPECIFIC FUCKING DAy.

uhm idk u guys can still chose that, i have like two free periods so i get to finish school early and shit so i don't think it'll necessarily be that big of a deal.

mmm

tbh i don't know, maybe, i had a bunch of great ideas before i went fucking insane LMFAO, i would love to bring them to life tho !

would you guys like the books to continue being y/n or an oc ? :) let me know.

anyways i dearly missed you guys, if you have any questions or suggestions for any book PLEASE do not be shy to let me know ! please send me a message tho because my notifications are ALWAYS flooded every single day. i get like 100 a day, or the most i've gotten was 4 thousand.

but i'll be coming into this specific chapter and i will be reading the comments, so it's up to you if you would like to privately message me (i don't bite i swear...BARK) or if you just feel more comfortable typing it in the comments then that's totally okay too!! it's up to you guys, and maybe you guys could all collaborate on ideas, i would love to see what your thoughts are.

anyways ciao !

4 now 😏

- xoxo gossip girl 💕!