" I wonder if she knows " I laid there thinking as Kannon rubbed my back. I never thought I'd come to this moment where I'd have to tell her. It had gone on too long ." Babe what's wrong " She asked seeing the worry on my face. " Nothing baby , I'm fine " I quickly replied . I couldn't build up the courage to tell her . I just couldn't . I couldn't tell the love of my life for 3 years that I have cancer.

"Something is going on with my baby , I'm not stupid " I thought . I won't say nothing until she does . Whatever it is must be terrible , if its stressing her. Maybe she knows . I wanted to be the one to tell her so I hope not. " Baby I'm going over to a friends house " I told her giving her a kiss before she walked to the back room , knowing I was lying , I was really going out to cheat . " Okay baby , drive safe I love you " She replied back from the back room. " I love you too " I said . Man I love her but its like I'm hooked on the other shordy. I don't know but this can't go on.

" I know damn well her ass ain't going to no friends house and I ain't had no type of attention all day , no head or nothing " Thats the reason I wont tell her She never shows me any attention so I have no reason to. I know its wrong because I love her but I love me more. I got feelings just like her .

I pull up to shordy house and I walk in . Its smelling all nice and shit , roses , candles , chocolates , everything. I see her walk out the back with nothing but a gown on looking good as shit . " Hey baby , Happy 1 year anniversary " I say giving her a kiss and handing her the flowers I stopped and got her on the way there. " Hey baby , I am so happy its been a year with you " she said sitting down on my lap after I take a seat on her nice ass couch.

How this bitch gone come here smelling like some bitch , talking bout Happy anniversary " I thought while smiling at her. I aint gonna say anything , She might take me shopping " So baby how was your day ? " I asked her . " It was fine , just tired " she replied. " Tired from what baby " I quickly asked waiting on her to lie." Just tired , I had to um um .. help my dad move today , .. yea I helped my dad" She said quickly getting her lie together. I really should smack

tf out this bitch for lying , I know damn well she was at her " god sister " house . Godsister my ass .

" So baby , what we doing for our anniversary ? " I asked . " I don't know , I was thinking dinner maybe " she said looking all cute and shit. " I was thinking we could skip dinner and go straight to dessert " I laughed " I like the sound of that too " she said smiling hard as hell. I really got to make it quick so Chelle won't get suspicious and start complaining , Ion got time for that shit tonight . I picked her up and took her to the room and went straight to work. Starting at her head , down to her feet , I left there with scratches on my back ... oh yea and her soul too.