The last thing I wrote about was that she apologized, right?

I was wrong.

She has not changed.

She is still the same.

You will wonder what she did. She sends me a long text.

She said everything I did wrong in her mind and she said that she would regret that she met me and so on and in the end she wrote something like:

"I would rather live on the street than live like you"

It's not exactly what she wrote, but it was as horrible as what you read.

I really should have been hurt.

But, you know what? I didn't really care about it. Of course I thought about it a lot, but in the end I didn't care.

So we ignore each other again.

She still means something to me and don't really know what I feel for her, but it feels strong. I even thought about, if I'm in love with her.

I don't have a Problem with ignoring anymore, but she steals a person from me and that is a thing I have a problem with.

But it seems like this person doesn't really care about my feelings so I can't do anything to stop C.

But I learned to live with it and I know that I have more people who can help me and when C. steals my friend from me and my friend will tolerate it, I will go to other friends who deal better with me.

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But if you are someone from school...sorry you may not get an answer