Another week goes by. Your brother passes your room and hears crying coming from inside. He opens the door to see your little sister sitting on your bed clutching your favourite pillow. He runs to her and they cry together. Soon your mother and father have joined them. Your father jokes, "this bed is not big enough for four of us" and everyone laughs.

You know, that is the first time your family has laughed since you died. The first time a smile has even crept on their faces. They hug each other and your mother says: "we will get through this, someday...". You thought nobody would care? Well, you were wrong.

Nobody wanted you to take your life. Nobody wanted to wake up and find your body. Nobody wanted this, wished for this, could have imagined this. Some people knew you have been down lately, but they never thought this would happen. They never thought they would go through this pain. They never wanted to have to face the agony, the guilt, the frustration, the depression and the headache they have been forced to encounter.