real life

my bedroom door opens quickly, startling me. tate rushes in and sits beside me on my bed, taking me into a huge hug. i wipe my tears and whisper "i knew he was too good for me" "no, babes, its the other way round. he doesn't deserve you and im sure he has an explanation. payton isnt like this" she says, hugging me the entire time. i nod silently and open my laptop. i put on a movie on netflix and we sit there, for hours, eating ice cream and popcorn, watching the movie.

wooooooooah

i burst into payton's hotel room. "you better fucking explain." i say, staring him in the eye. he's shocked by my sudden entrance but stands up and explains simply. "she was a fan, i was bored and she asked for a photo and we talked for a bit and she seemed nice and we both were hungry so we got lunch. i went to the bathroom for a few minutes and when i came out there was a guy trying to talk to her so i acted like her boyfriend to get him to leave. that included holding her hand!"

"so have you told kayla this?" i ask, frustrated. he looks at the ground and shakes his head. "why not?" i ask again. "we havent talked in a few days so..." he says, still staring at the floor." "show me your messages with her." i say and put my hand out for his phone. he unlocks it and passes it to me. i open the message app and see

"pay youve really fucked up. text her." and with that, i left.

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i can explain

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and you're going to.

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i was at the shops alone and i was taking pics with fans and there was one girl that was also alone and she was really sweet so i decided to just sit with her for lunch because she looked so happy around me. anyway i went to the bathroom and when i came out there was a man there and he was trying to grab her and so i acted like her boyfriend so he would leave

that meant holding her hand

im so sorry i hope you know id never cheat on you, you mean way too much to me.

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what about the ignoring me for a week?

and ignoring my "i love you" when you were leaving?

when was the last time weve said that to eachother payton, because honestly i can't remember.

whats happened to us.

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the ignoring wasn't purposely. ive been so bisy woth meet and greets and shows and any minute im not at one, im crying because of you.

because i miss you so fucking much and im really not dealing with not having you here with me. texting you only makes it worse because normally when we talk we are on a date or cuddling and just knowing i cant do that makes me so sad.

i love you kayla, more than words can describe.

you are the one for me.

i trust you with my life and i want you to be able to trust me with yours.

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i love you so fucking much :(

i miss u

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unholy

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im bouta go to a partyyyy

ill text you laterr :)

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dont get drunk bby

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when would i ever get drunk

don't answer that

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😂 ily bby have fun