The feeling of being on top of the world was amazing, there's this rush like adrenaline but better, I like to call it but you probably guessed that huh?

Alex made me fall for him, I still fall for him more everyday. Being in Paris with him was amazing, anything you could ever ask for.

**

''I can't believe in less than five minutes, we'll be on top of the Effiel tower, Alex pinch me.''

I felt a sharp pain on my arm.

''Ow.'' I hissed glaring at him.

''What? You told me to pinch you, what kind of guy would I be not to listen to my girlfriend?''

I pout, ''I didn't expect it to hurt.''

He grins, ''Lucky you have me to kiss it better.''

With that he kissed my arm. I look away out of the tour bus we were on, to see The Effiel Tower.

It was better then expected it, was beautiful, Since I was a little girl I've wanted to visit The Effiel Tower, I've spent years looking at pictures, being obsessed with Paris themed items but nothing could compare to what it was like to experience it first hand; and with the love of my life, I couldn't even comprehend what was happening, My dreams came true.

**

''Alex, one more picture.'' I grin watching him roll his eyes as he poses cheekily for the picture.

We were on top of the tower, enjoying the view it was amazing, I've never seen anything more beautiful, well Alex's face, but nobody has to know that, it'd make his head bigger then it already was.

We canceled our plans to the bridge to seal our locks, because they banned people from doing that, because of the weight of them was too much to handle.

So we decided to go another day, seeing as we had three more days left. The point is, it was going great, it really was until I seen

There was no doubt about it, I was the sporting image of him, much to my dismay, We seen him at a restaurant, and to add more fuel to the fire, he was with a woman.

I don't know what'll hurt my mom more, knowing that he left his kids and wife, to start over, or the fact that he seems... happy about it.

He laughed and joked around. I couldn't stand it when he kissed her, has he even been through a divorce with Mom?

It's sickening, I felt the tears in my eyes and I heard Alex's voice, just failed to comprehend what he was saying.

I thought he loved my mother, loved Ashton, loved me, loved our family.

Guess not if he left to start a life with a girl half his age.

''Bec, love what's wrong.'' Alex asks, shaking my shoulders.

I shake my head a bitter laugh rising in my throat. ''Devil's reincarnate, over there is hitting it up with a girl half his age.''

He looked over in his direction, then back to me, then back to him, he did this a few times and it would've been cute, if not in this situation.

"Holy shit, that's him?''

I nodded tears forming, in my eyes. ''Love, I'm sorry you had to see this.''

He says kissing my tears, gripping my hand tightly.

''It's not your fault,'' I said holding his hand like my life depended on it.

"Let's get out of here.'' He says standing up, I pull him back down.

''No, I want to talk to him find out why he left.'' I say walking towards his table, when Alex pulls me back.

"I don't think that's a good idea.''

''Does it look like I care.''

I snapped instantly I regretted it.

I shouldn't vent my anger on him, he was trying to help.

''Alex I'm-''

''I get it, I really do.'' He cuts me off.

I watched as he takes a few steps back, ''I'll be at the hotel, if you need anything call me.''

He says and I cry again, I shouldn't have snapped at him, I'm so stupid, I didn't need my father I just wanted closure, answers.

That's what I was going to get.

**

I waited till he left, to go after him, I was going to bump into him, he would see me, then I would act like I did when I first saw him.

He was on his way out of the door, I followed and bumped into him. ''I'm sorry-''

He halted as he saw my face.

''Rebecca?'' He frowned.

I glared at him. ''You. The cowardly asshole who left.''

''I guess I deserved that, but there's more to it.''

''Damn right.'' I bark.

I can't get over the fact that he left, why though?

''How's Ashton? Did your mom, you know..''

He trailed off looking awkward.

''Did she what?'' I ask flatly.

''Make it?''

Oh the nerve, of this guy. He thought Mom, didn't make it.

Well, she did.

"Mom beat Cancer, she's alive and well, if you doubted her.''

I look at him frown on my face.

"Oh. Listen we need to talk do you think you could meet me, somewhere tomorrow?''

I thought about it, I need answers. So I looked him in the eyes.

''Sure, same place, five in the afternoon sharp.''

I say walking to the hotel.

**

''Alex, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to snap at you like that.'' I say watching him, lay on the bed.

''It's ok." He says not looking at me, but at the book he's reading, which was upside down.

He's so adorable.

"But why do I feel like it's not.'' I whine going over and flipping his book up right, he blushes on how his book was upside down, knowing I caught on to him.

''I don't know.'' He says, flippant.

''Alex I'm sorry, I just seen him and it's like this switch gone off into me, demanding answers, he left a dying mother, with little financial support and two kids.''

I whispered feeling tears strike my face I cried thrice, it was getting hectic.

"I never knew you felt that way, I'm sorry.'' Alex says pulling me to his chest, I lay silent for a few moments.

''It's okay.''

''But it's not, I overreacted. I left you alone.''

''I snapped at you, I'd leave me too.'' I mumble wiping away my tears.

''Don't say that love, I was stupid.'' I look at him, his blue eyes shining with hurt, I run my fingers through his hair.

''Let's forget about it, we both said some things, but in the end I love you. You love me, we're okay.''

''Okay.'' He mumbled kissing my hair.

Only my dad and I was a different story when it came to reconciliation.