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"Come on wake up I don't have all day," I slap Aleksandr awake, he jerks up, his eyes find mine, his widens in fear, "how about we have fun," I cross my arms, "or you can make this simple and just tell me what I need," I raised a brow.

"I can tell you anything you want, just please don't kill me," he begs. I fight the urge to roll my eyes, "fine, but only if you tell me everything," he nods quickly,

After I was done with him, I had blood all over my face, hands, my suit, everywhere.

The door opens and Bella comes down, "Al's here," she tells me. "Ok, I'll be up in a minute," I say, she goes back up the stairs. Aleksandr is passed out from all of the blood that he lost. I clen my face up and my hand.

I go upstairs and I see Alaska, she smiles when she sees me, I start to go upstairs and she follows me, when we got to our room, she shut the door, I turn around, "Alask-" I get cut off by her kissing my, I kiss her back, I grab the side of her cheek, "I missed you today," she mutters taking her lips off of mine.

"I missed you today too," she looks down my body and she sees blood, a gasp left her mouth, "are you hurt?" She takes off my suit, leaving me shitless, when she sees that I'm not hurt she looks up to me with a confused face, "I want to show you something," I take her hand and we both go down into the basement.

When I open the door and sees Aleksandr her mouth drops open, "is that who I think it is?" She walks down to him, "well if your thing Ryders father, then yes," Alaska shoots me a glare. I smirk, "when did you get him?" She asked still looking at Aleksandr, "this morning when I sent you to do that mission." I was hoping that she isn't mad, but I got a feeling that she is.

She slowly turns around facing me with a hit of anger in her eyes. I straighten my body getting ready for her to yell at me, "why the hell didn't I go?" She grits out, I feel ping of guilt in my lower stomach.

But then I remained myself that if it wasn't safe, she would probably be dead.

I sigh, "Angelo, if it wasn't safe you, and if you got hurt, I couldn't live with myself," I answer. And it was the truth, if she ever got hurt or worse, I would not live anymore. She licks her lips, and nods. my Angelo walks over to me and wraps her arms around my neck, she had to stand on her tippy toes just to kiss me.

I wrap my hands around her tiny waist, and kiss her back softly, "I love you, Damon, and I always will," she hums against my lips, I grin, "and I love you too, Alaska," I say back.

We both turn when we hear a groan, Alaska sighs and I roll my eye when we see Aleksandr open his eyes, she he sees Alaska he freezes, "well good morning," she beamed, I smirk white his face turns white out of fear. "I'll be upstairs if you need me, Angelo," I whisper down into her ear, I take my arms away from around her waist. "Ok," she nods grabbing a knife.

When I exist the basement screaming echoes bounces off of the wall. I go to my room I take off my clothes and hop in the shower.

When I was done with my shower, I change into some old grey sweatpants and a black hoodie what had a rose on it. Alaska actually picked it out for my birthday four years ago, and I have never taken it off since.

It was the only thing that reminded me of her when she gone.

I don't blame her for leaving me, I mean she was going to find her parents, but she could have let me know more sooner, I hate myself for yelling at her calling her things that I have shouldn't have, and I know I won't ever forgive myself for that.

But it just reminded me when she was leaving me that a lot of other people have left me. And I did not want her to leave me, because everyone in my past has left me or I left them, but not because I wanted to it was because of my father.

when I was only sixteen, I had a girlfriend, she was nice, lovable, funny, and beautiful. I was totally in love with her, and I thought that she was going to be my true love, I still think she is, but my father did not.

My father hated love or any kind of emotion. So, on my seventeenth birthday he ordered me to kill Aria, that was her name. I begged my father to not let me do this, but he did not listen to me, so I had to take a knife and go into my room where she was sleeping, and I slit her throat.

My father was watching, he was smiling even. He said it would make everything much better, but it didn't.

When the blood was coming out of her throat she opens her eyes, my father left the room so I out her in my lip, I told her I was sorry and that I love her, tears escaped her eyes when she took her last breath. Her last words were, "I love you Damon Mateo, I always will," then she passed away in my arms.

She was the most beautiful person I ever meet, and then I was slitting her throat with a knife.

I knew she loved me, and she knew I loved her too, and she knows that I did not want to kill her, she knew that it was my father plan because she seen him at the foot of the bed.

When she passed, my mom and Ares helped me bury her in the backyard. my father never knew that we did that though.

Sometimes when I felt lonely, or I need someone to talk to I would go to her, and I always felt like she was listing to me, even sometimes I felt her right beside me laying on my shoulder like she always used to do.

To be honest I love her more than anything and I miss her, but I think she would want me to move on.

And that is when I found Alaska, when I first meet her, she was mean to me and hated me. But I knew that she liked me deep down.

Mostly when I make her cum on my face the first time.

I smirk at the memories.

Fuck.

I feel my cock grow like when I first found out what a girls pussy felt like.

Alaska always had a hold on me that no one have ever, not even Aria. When I first told her about Aria she cried and hugged me but then she turned jealous, even if it was for a dead girl and was still pretty jealous.

I have a tattoo for Aria, and it is a butterfly because she loved them as much as Alaska loves white roses. But i have the tattoo on my shoulder where she always used to lay on.

She was my first love and always will be.

When I snaped out of mt trance I go back downstairs, Ares and Bella were on the kitchen table. And I see Ace and Kat is by him, I can see him scooting from her.

I think we have all noticed that Kat has a big ass crush on Ace, but Ace is too old for her, and we all know that, but I think when she gets older Ace will see how beautiful she is. Ares will kill Ace before he gets one hand on his daughter, and Bella will get on to him because it is just a crush.

I honestly this it is funny.

When Kat gets too close to Ace, he will go off and leave her making her mad and sad at the same time, Ace has never been a people person like Ares, he is also cold hearted to a lot of people. Like he watched a person almost drown and he did nothing but watch and even smile.

He is very scary when it comes down to it.

He is even more scary when Ares was a kid and he used to kill people for fun.

They are like twins.

And Ares sees how cold he is, and he sees how cold he is to Kat when she gets on his nerves, or some shit like that.

Screaming goes through my ears again making me smile. Cause I know after she is done having fun, I'm going to have my way with her, and she always loves that.

I go over to Ares and Bella. When I set down in front of them Bella gives me a glare, I glare at her back, "I wouldn't do that, brother, she slapped me after I gave her a look back," Ares mutters over to me, I see Bella fist her hands, I blink and turn my looks down on my hands.

"What's wrong with her?" I glance up at Ares, "hormones," he said simply, I lick my lips, nodding.

Then I see Alaska comes running out going to our room, I hear sobbing coming from the room, when I get up and start walking to the room a hand grabs me arm and pulls me down to my chair, "leave her, let her cool down," Bella whispered.

I sigh waning to go her, but Bella knows her better than me, so I listen to her.

I get up and go down to the basement, when I see Alesander, I go up to him and grip him by the throat, "what did you tell her," I demanded, he chuckles, "only what needed to be said," he chokes at how hard I'm gripping him, "your gong to wish that you were dead when I get done with you," I grip throwing his head back, I elbow him in the node knocking him out cold.

After a few minutes pasted I went to our room; I open the door and the smell of smoke hit my nose, I see Alaska on the balcony smoking a cigarette, I rush over to her and take the cigarette out of her mouth. She turns her head, and I can see tears stains down her face, her eyes are red.

I'm going to rip him apart.

I put my arm over her shoulder and pull her to my chest, she sniffs, "he said that I deserved to be raped, abused," she said broken, I ran my fingers through her hair, "it's ok now, Angelo," I kiss the top of her head, "I hate him," I know that she is talking about Ryder.

I nod, rubbing down her back, trying to calm her down, "I know, sweetheart," she pulled out of my chest and looked up at me, "I can't do this no more," she sobs, I feel my heart shatter at them words, "yes, you can, baby," I bend down and cup her jaw, she shakes her head, "no, I can't. I can't do this anymore," she cokes on her words.

I lick my lips, "please don't do this, Angelo, I can't lose you too," I pull her closer to me, she cries and cries, till she couldn't anymore.

She pulls away, "come on, let go to bed," I pull her away from the balcony and to our bed, "Alaska you have to stay strong for me, I don't ever want to lose you. Not now. Not later," I kiss her, she kissed me back. "I love you," I whisper, she nipped my lower lip, "I love you too, Damon." Then we both fall asleep in each others arms.