"Let me go!" I screamed as Malik threw me over his shoulder.

"You have to help her."

His words were curt and demanding.

"Carry her as well She'll be valuable" he spoke.

And I wondered who he was speaking to until I saw the wolf that tried to kill me step out of the bushes.

"Abel" I spat with so much venom.

"Luna" he bowed to me.

"Don't call me that!"

"I can't do that Luna".

I opened my mouth to say more but he walked away and Malik started running with me over his shoulder and I know I should say it was a bumpy ride but it was actually kind of fun.

Before I knew it we were already walking back into the pack territory. And straight away Malik took me into a tent with injured people and set me on my feet.

"Heal them." He ordered, I rolled my eyes and folded my arms

"No" I stuck out my chin in defiance.

"What must everything be so hard with you?"

"Look who is talking" I tilted my head to him, I was vehement until I heard an ear spiltting scream.

"Esme!" Malik yelled and ran to the bed with a woman with a slight bump.

She is pregnant! Oh shit now I have to help, stupid conscience.

I ran to the otherside, "what happened?"

"What does it look like she is in pain," he screamed at me "do some thing"

"I meant how did she get here?"

"She just from a scouting mission. "

"Did you know she was pregnant?" I asked wiping the sweat on her forehead.

He didn't answer, "Alpha Malik did you know she was pregnant!"

"Yes" my eyes widen, he was more I expected. "But she said she could go when I told her too."

"How won't she say that, you are her Alpha and you ordered her to!" I screamed at him.

There's much more that you don't know" he murmured.

"What more? You sent a woman to spy, pregnant!" I yelled.

She whimpered again. Pulling our attention back to her.

I put my hand on her belly, and I saw the baby, she was dying and it was because of the baby. It was draining her, oh no!

I looked up at Alpha Malik.

"What, what wrong?"

"Its the baby" he looked confused.

"Huh what wrong with my baby?" She whimpered.

I mentioned for Alpha Malik to follow me, "the baby is dead but its still eating and draining the mother" I whispered when we were finally outside.

"What does that mean?" he asked folding his arms and bending to my level

"It's I can't really describe it but that's not her baby there, it's not alive persay I didn't feel a heart beat but it's moving and eating"

"So now what?"

"Where did you send her, exactly"

"West"

Could this get any worse?!

"You sent her west?" I ran my fingers through my hair, I could already feel anger bubbling deep within me how could someone be so heartless

"Iris, say something."

I slammed my hands on the wall behind me the sound of my bones cracking was enough to knock me out but I was too angry to care. Before he could react I turned around and punched him with the other hand. Great now I have two broken arms.

He was barely affected not even a flinch, instead he had a concerned look for me, the way his eyes scrunched and his eye brows were down turned made him look almost too cute, my stomach churned. Not now stupid hormones.

"Let me see" he came closer to me to see my fists.

I pushed him, you would be surprised how anger can shut even a talkative like me.

I turned back and walked into the tent where the pregnant wolf was suffering.

I sat beside her and tried to take a bit of the pain so she could at least sleep none of the anaesthesia was working.

I could feel Malik eyes boring into my back, but I couldn't look at him.

After I was done I felt an overwhelming wave of nausea I was out as soon as I could chucking every bit of food I ate, ofcourse what would I expect from the West.

Malik was hesitant but when he saw I was ready to chuck out my insides he held my hair back.

"Ugh that is one strong wolf" I groaned sitting on the ground right beside my puke.

He sat beside me and put his hand in his hands. "I don't know what to do Iris, I messed up."

You think? I kept quite partly because I was to weak to talk and because the most powerful wolf in the world was willing to be vulnerable in front of me. If made me very uneasy, how can he just trust me like that? I get that I'm his mate and all but really dude we don't even get along.

"This time I can't just ignore it the pain is too much, I can't let that child die, neither can the mother. They mean too much too me. I made a promise to always protect them and now I've messed up" I might have imagined it but did his voice crack? All of a sudden I felt another churn in my stomach and not because I need to throw up but I was jealous, very jealous before I could stop and reason with my tongue

"Oh ofcourse you would have a child with another wolf, how pathetic could you be" I spat, my voice dripping venom.

He had the most confused face but I was not done "I'm glad I was not foolish enough to believe that could ever be happy with you" I got up with the last strength I could muster.

"I'm out of here and don't even dare try to stop me and I'm taking Aria, I think I have the right to do that now at least yeah?"

I walked out as fast as I could tears falling freely, Gosh my life was pathetic how could a person be so unfortunate?

I shook my head and went to look for Aria.

I hate my stupid life.