Me and Nipsey have been spending a lot of time together usually he comes and spends the night at my apartment or I stay over his house. I also quit working at the grocery store and hired a manager to persue my acting dream.

"Man Lauren I thought you was making me some tacos". He said walking from the back as i continued to watch tv

" I'm sorry I forgot". I said laughing as I stood up

"You so obsessed with the real housewives that got you forgetting about yo nigga". He said walking into the kitchen

"But I'm making them now ain't I". I said cutting the stove on and placing the pan on it so that it can warm up

When he started to say something his phone rung and he walked out answering it. Continuing with the food I try to act like I'm not listening to what he was saying.

"Yo I'll be over there later Aight chill out". I heard him say before he walked back in and tried to wrap his arms around me

"What's wrong mama". He asked looking at me confused

"Was that your girlfriend". I ask leaning against the counter

"What I tell you when we started talking I told you I was fucking with somebody". He said with a sigh

"I know but I thought you were going to stop talking to her once we got closer". I said looking away from him

"You know what it was when we started talking Lauren". He said causing me to look up at him

"You right". I said going back to cooking

"Man I'm out". He said grabbing his things

"What you leaving for I'm not asking you to stay I just want to know". I said placing the chicken in the pan

"Because I can sense your bullshit about to start and I don't feel like arguing with you". He said and I looked at him rolling my eyes

"You know what get out Nipsey go to your little girlfriend house". I said walking to the front door opening it

"Man whatever". He said walking out the door and I slam it behind him

Just as I was about to walk back into the kitchen my phone rings so I go and pick it up seeing that my manger was calling me.

"Lauren I got you part for a movie if you're down come to do a brief audition". My manager melody said causing me to squeal

"Oh my gosh oh my gosh yes I'll be right there". I said hanging up and going to cut the stove off before putting on my shoes and grabbing my keys

Getting in the car my phone let's me know I have a notification so I open it and see melody sent me the address to the audition place. Typing the address into my gps I set off towards my destination.

Cutting the car off I get out with my phone and walk towards the building.

"Lauren follow me". I heard someone say as soon as I walked in causing me to look over only to see melody my manager eagerly waving me over

"So what do I have to do". I ask following her to the back and she handed me a packet that had ATL Script on the front

"They're giving you and hour to learn 4 pages and then you're going to go in there and audition". She said and I nod looking through the pages

"Alright cool". I said taking a seat in the chairs they had outside the room

"I'll be back in an hour". She said and I give her the Okay before flipping the page and began reading the lines

I pretty much know the four pages she gave me so now I'm just waiting on her to come back and tell me they're ready.

"Lauren, Lauren,LAUREN". I heard someone say snapping me out of my thoughts

"They're ready". She said and I stand up walking past her into the room

"What's your name". A women asked as they directed me to stand in front of the camera

"Lauren London". I stated smiling brightly

"When doing this part I want to feel emotion oozing out of you like he is really breaking your heart okay". She said as a guy came and stood in front of me with the scripted

"No problem". I said turning towards him

"And go". She said and everyone in the room got quiet

"Wassup, that's yo lil baby". He said and I looked down putting on my best sad face

"Yea". I replied dryly

"It come with a maid and a butler and everythang huh". He said smirking sarcastically

"Rashad I'm sorr". I started to say but he cut me off

"Excuse me Erin is it". He said in a questionable tone and I looked down sad before looking back up at him

"I don't know this person right here, bet you had a nice lil laugh about this huh".he said acting like he was snatching my necklace off

"Give me back my necklace". I said raising my voice

"No". He said

"Give me my damn necklace back". I said staring up at him

"Why should I". He asked looking down at me

"Cause it's mine and it means something to me". I said lowering my voice for the last part

"Man Watch out". He said waving me off

"The only thing different about me is my address". I said looking at him

"You sure". He said with a dry laugh

"I didn't want you or anybody else judging me, like your judging me now". I said walking up to him

"Man you lied to me, man what you want from me why are you here". He said looking like he was over the whole conversation

"I want you to tell me that you forgive me, tell me that you still care". I said sounding like I was about to break down and cry in any minute

"I don't". He said and I looked down with tears in my eyes

"And stop great job Lauren you're a natural we're just going to go back over the tape and get back with your manger in the next few days thanks for coming out". The women said standing up and shaking my hand

"Thank you so much for having me". I said smiling as I shook her hand

" you did awesome". The boys I was acting with said shaking my hand

"Thank you, you did awesome as well".I said walking over to melody

"I think you got the part girl". She said after we walked out of the room

"You really think so". I ask looking over at her

"Girl I know so". She said smiling at me

"I'll talk to you later". She said waving at me and walking over to her car

Walking back to my car I unlock the door and get in starting it up and heading home.

This is going to be big for me...