i forgot to post this SORRYY

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋,

Spending these past few weeks with you has been the best moments in my life, those hours I spend away from you are the longest and most painful.

I want to spend all my time with you, though I know that's impossible. Especially for two people who have just met, a man can dream, right?

Everything about you is simply perfect, I couldn't name a single flaw about you if I tried.

You're so incredibly special to me.

You're the only person who I wouldn't mind losing sleep for, the one who I can never get tired of talking to.

I can't explain in words your importance to me, I just can't lose you. You have became the one person I fear losing, I don't know what I'd do without you.

I hate myself for making you feel like you were second best, that you were nothing but an outlet for me to grieve with. You were far from that.

I didn't keep you around because you were similar to Anastasia, I kept you around because I was utterly in love with you, Angel. There was not one second that went by that you weren't on my mind, no matter how hard I tried to stop thinking of you.

I was greedy, Angel. I was way too greedy, I was bound to lose you.

Nobody gets lucky enough to meet two people who love you just as endlessly as you love them. Nobody does.

I'm glad that we made memories together, even if it was fake. Thank you for making me feel like I was worthy of love.

Thank you for making me feel like I mattered.

I hope that you keep your end of the promise, I will keep mine.

I'll wait for you, Angel.

I'll wait forever, even if you don't come back to me.

My heart is yours.

I love you, Angel.

𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄,

𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐆𝐄𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐄