Hi guys I'm can't express how sorry I am that this is so late. In good news I have a newborn baby ❤️. The pregnancy was difficult for me because of my health conditions and there was a scare which put me in a bad place so I took time off from a lot of things. Baby and I are doing amazing and I want to start writing again since it brings me so much joy. Thank you all for the love and support even tho I've SUCKED recently❤️❤️

Gregory

I walked down there stairs, leaving an excited carter behind. I was going to make it up to her room later on, I had too—my desires were too great. It was almost feral instincts, they came so naturally, so raw and fast. One moment I was fine and with one smirk or soft laugh she could turn me into a raging lustful monster who was going to get what they wanted. Having carter in my grasp, feeling her soft skin was a greater desirer than blood was—it was the only thing keeping me motivated to find the fucking amulet and ending this curse.

We got down to the basement of the house and into our individual sleeping arrangements—I was in a specious basket—while my parents moved towards the back where they were able to have some more privacy. I laid there, counting as the time passed my to make my escape up stairs. It should be simple but I knew my parents were constantly watching me and now it would be even worse. So I decided to be cautious and give it some time, as I sat there I couldn't help but get lost in thought. Surprisingly instead of picturing carter writhing in pleasure as she was sprawled out under me or her big glossy eyes rolling back into her head as she Moaned; I thought about being human.

After three hundred years all I can remember were small fragments of what life used to be; my family, certain faces of people who I suspected were constant in my life, the farm land, the sound of gossip. Besides that I was blank— not a single name of an old friend came to my mind. Did I even have friends? Or was I always like this. Seclusive and removed. Questions without firm answers. I mean, I knew I could ask mother and her face would briefly sparkle with memories of being from a proclaimed family but I couldn't do it—it wasn't fair to either of us to reminisce in something we'll never have back. Something we were forcibly changed after the damn curse.

I wondered once the curse is broken, and yes I said when, how I'm going to be. Am I going to be the gloomy teen who still has unresolved anger issues or would I be different. Would being with carter in the daylight have some life altering effect on me where I can actually enjoy things again. I don't known much about being human, or how to interact in a socially acceptable way but I guess I'll have to learn. Sooner would be preferable to later.

I'm not aware of how much time as passed but it was enough for me. There was no light shining in the basement but I still knew where I was going, for me finding the stairs was effortless. I knew my parents would have a fit knowing I'm disobeying their orders but what can I say — vampire or not I'm still a teenage boy with a delectable girl waiting for me upstairs. Usually parents would be worried about teenage sexual activity and pregnancy but honestly my parents were probably more worried about me accidentally snacking on her. Oh well we all have problems I guess. What is it that tony jokingly said to carter yesterday when she complained about something stupid? First world problem? Didn't make since to me honestly, there is only 1 world

Lost in focus I find myself outside carters door. I can hear tony, rudolf and Anna laughing a few doors down. If I had to guess Tony is most likely showing them modern things....videos or so they're called. I was nervous—do I knock on her door like a gentleman or walk straight in confidence blaring. If I was human my hands would be sweating. I never realized how hard decision making was when it came to romance, how one small thing such as entering a room could be so difficult to decide.

For the first time in 300 years I finally had teenage boy issues. But these "issues" brought me joy and a small smile wanted to appear on my face. This is what normal was like, I could defiantly get use to this.