《The Worst (Unthinkable)》Losing
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'Your company, I've been fiendin
I think I've turned to an addict
I don't get high
But lookin in your eyes, I'm lifted'
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"Ya bell ringing" I shake a sleeping nicki and she whines kicking her short legs.
"You go answer it" She whines turning around so her back was facing me.
"I'm half naked" I chuckle referring to my nude chest.
She stays quiet and after a few seconds I hear her light soft snores, laughing I get out the bed walking out the room with no shirt on and a pair of boyshorts.
Opening the door I smirk watching shock flash across their faces.
"What the fuck is you doing here?!" The big one exclaims as cyns jaw drops.
I smirk turning around leaving them at the door.
"Bae ya nosy ass friends here!" I shout walking in the living room.
"Nic you seriously got this bitch in here right now?!" The large one shouts storming in the living room and I swiftly turn around smirking evily at her.
"I pray that when the day comes you can show me I'm a bitch, you must think I don't know ya water buffalo built ass. That day when sky beat the fuck out you in the shop I was there, and for me she'll drag you again for free" I smirk and she glares at me staying quiet.
"I know y'all been asking around about me especially you cyn so y'all should know I don't like to get my hands dirty, and I'm pretty sure erica told you that asking around about me is not the brightest idea. Ya family stay in them apartments on 136th right?" I smirk and she looked like she wanted to say something so bad but she was smart and stayed quiet.
"Onika will be out to chat with you ladies shortly" I smile turning on my heels walking down the hallway and into the room.
Getting in the bed I lean over pecking nic everywhere on her face until her eyes flutter open.
She turns around putting her hand behind my neck pulling me down kissing my lips.
"What babe" She innocently smiles popping her dimples out as she pulls back and I pull her right back in deepening the kiss.
She moans holding the sides of my face and I smirk pulling back pecking her lips.
"Ya lil hoe ass friends in the living room" I tell her and she immediately looks down at my nude chest.
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"And you answered the door like this?" She questions looking at me with a raised eyebrow.
"I told you I ain't have a shirt on" I laugh shrugging.
"I should slap yo ass" She laughs mushing my head and I dramatically fall back almost falling out the bed.
"That's what ya ass get" She cackles getting out the bed grabbing her robe tying it around her nude body.
I laugh laying in the middle of the bed reaching over grabbing my phone off the nightstand as she walks out the room.
"Goodmorning ladies" I smile brightly, sex with bel always took me to a higher place that nobody but her could bring me down from. Only she held the power to piss me off after a night in bed with her, luckily that didn't happen often so I was always in a gleeful mood the next day.
"Nic are you fucking retarded, this bitch was just in texas fucking a whole different broad and now she back in bed with you?" Rah exclaims and I roll my eyes, I should've known this was coming.
"True, but technically we aren't together so she can really do whatever she wants" I tell her walking in the kitchen with them following.
"Ok but what did she do when you went out to lunch with that one nigga? Made you leave cause she was jealous right" She presses and I sigh knowing she was right as I took some bacon, milk and eggs out the refrigerator sitting them on the counter.
"Look I know what you're getting at but I can't make her commit to me when she's not ready rah" I sigh taking some pancake mix, and vegetable oil out the cabinet.
"Are you really about to make this bitch breakfast right now? She just threatened my fucking family nic!" Cyn slightly shouts and I perk up swiftly turning around facing them.
"She did what?" I question looking at her with a raised eyebrow.
"She just threatened my fucking family all because I asked around to a couple people about her" Cyn explains and that just added on to my curiousness and the suspicion around bel.
"Look I'm gone talk to her and tell her to chill on you and ya family and everything but as far as things between me and her, y'all are my bestfriends sisters even but that's honestly none of you guys business" I tell them truthfully and rah chuckles shaking her head.
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"I don't know what kind of spell she got you under but don't come to us crying once she fucks you over" She spits before turning around walking away and cyn shakes her head looking at me with disappointment before following.
Sighing I run a hand down my face, I couldn't win for losing.
Me and bel was laying in bed comfortable but what cyn told me about bel threatening her family had been bugging me since earlier, what did bel have to hide that was so serious that she had to threaten my bestfriends family.
"Belcalis we need to talk" I speak turning my head to look at her and she lays still looking at the tv.
"I'm listening" She responds never turning away from the tv.
"Why did you threaten cyns family?" I blurt and she softly chuckles still focused on the tv.
"Cause she threatened me first, asking around about me. I don't like that, I don't like when I'm at spots and people is telling me some jawn been digging around on my name. I don't feel safe when I hear those type of things so I gave her a fair warning to back the fuck up before she hurt herself" She explains and I nod taking everything she said in.
"So you're obviously into some serious illegal activities, that explains all the cash" I chuckle in realization and she finally looks over at me.
"I am, and you need to tell your friends to mind their own before they end up on chanel 12. The wrong person gets word that somebody been snooping around on me and you might as well kiss all they nosy asses goodbye" She chuckles and I shake my head.
"You're fucking crazy, not a single hair on there heads are to be touched believe" I warn and she holds her hands up in surrender.
"I'm trying to help keep them alive before it gets out my hands, hopefully she got the hint to back off" She says and I sigh in relief making a mental note to remind cyn and everybody else to stop trying to do a background check on bel.
"So you sell drugs or what?" I question curiously.
"Look if I tell you this you better not tell a single soul or else I'm gonna have to hurt you, really bad. I don't want to have to do that nic so promise me that whatever I tell you will never leave these four walls" She says holding out her pinky.
"I promise bel" I say locking them and she softly sighs.
"I move pills and a little bit of weed for a very powerful man but as soon as I save up a couple more million I'm out, I'm just investing my money right now and I need a lil bit more for a security blanket" She explains and I could tell by the look in her eyes she was telling the truth.
"Just be careful bel, you already gangbangin. You just wanna do all the bad shit" I roll my eyes as she laughs.
I've been sleeping with a gangbangin drug dealer all this time, looking at her you would think she was just a beautiful girl whose favorite color was most likely red.
"You need to finish school so I can live off you and ya doctor money, I'm still gone be brim though" She smiles throwing up the blood sign.
"Such a rugrat" I smile shaking my head.
"So we good?" She asks and hesitantly nibble on my lip.
"No" I sigh and she runs a hand down her face.
"I need to know what we're doing because you can't treat me like you treat them, I don't want you messing with nobody but me" I tell her truthfully letting some of my jealousy seep through my tone a little bit.
"So what you want?" She asks and I think about it for a minute.
"I want you to be for me like I'm for you" I softly respond.
"Aight you my shorty now" She says simply and my face scrunches up as I jerk my head back.
"Excuse me, that's not how you ask" I scoff, she had me messed up.
"I wasn't asking" She chuckles and I lightly punch her arm.
"Rude ass, what does that even mean?" I question furrowing my eyebrows in confusion.
"What's understood don't need to be explained" She replies simply and I roll my eyes irritated massaging my temples, she was so fucking jaded when it came to her feelings.
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