'Can't be in a room with you and stand on different sides

One thing at a time, I have to learn to hide

One thing at a time, Emotions running high

I wish you felt alright, Just hitting my line

All the time'

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"Nicki I need you down in the emergency block room 113 down the hall now!" Trinity shouts and I jump up rushing down the hall to the emergency block.

Walking in room 113B a bruised bloody girl layed in the bed, her hair was everywhere covering her face except where her oxygen mask was as doctors rushed around her.

"She's been severely beaten and she's suffering from some internal bleeding, we need to sedate her right now" Trinity explains to me and I nod moving around to get everything I would need to get her sedated.

Once I had everything hooked up with the IV in her arm I slowly started to sedate her.

"She should be ready for surgery in the next five minutes" I tell her.

"Perfect, can you clean her face and empty her pockets for any source of information as to who she is" I nod moving the strings of bloody hair out her face.

My blood runs cold recognizing who this battered girl was.

The pit of my stomach rumbled in disgust at how swollen her face and eyes were.

"Nicki you okay? If this is too much I'll call somebody else in here" Trinity says concerned but I shake my head turning around to get a warm sponge to clean the blood off her face.

Once I got her face all cleaned up I went in her pockets pulling out her wallet.

Opening it her ID was the first thing I saw.

"Patients name is kiyomi leslie" I announce.

"I'm in the line right now what y'all want?" I question henny. I was at Dallas barbecue to pick everybody up some lunch since we had been ripping and running the streets all day.

"E want the baby back rib & shrimp dinner with corn on the cob and baked beans, star want chicken & waffles, bianca want the brisket burger, mariah said she want the 10 piece cool ranch wings, and I want the pineapple grilled shrimp and we all want mango coladas"

"Alright I'll be back in like a hour" I tell her before hanging the phone up walking up to the counter reciting everything she said and then adding on my henny burger and colada.

"Ok your total is 161.89" Unzipping my wallet I hand her two crispy hundred dollar bills.

She opens the register and hands me back my change which I put in my wallet.

Walking to a small table off to the side I take a seat getting on Instagram to distract myself while I waited on the food.

Scrolling through I liked a couple photos and chuckled at a few funny videos, a few tables away from me a familiar infectious laugh filled the air making my ears perk up.

It didn't last long though so I brushed it off, I'm probably just tweakin.

Focusing back on the timeline I scrolled through some more.

But the laugh filled my ears again, closer this time so I look up.

She had her blue scrubs on with a messy bun sitting on top her head, how the fuck did she make scrubs look this good?

My eyes never left her as she briefly put a pause on her phone conversation to order her food.

After she was finished putting in her order she turned to take a seat for her wait and her eyes met mines.

I kick the chair across from me out a little bit signaling for her to sit down.

I could tell she was hesitant but she cut the conversation with the person on the other end of the phone short and sat across from me.

We stared at each other for a while just basking in the moment before either of us spoke.

"You look gorgeous, scrubs and all" I speak up complimenting her.

"Thank you" She mumbles with a light blush tinting her cheeks.

"So how you been? I been hearing about you" I softly chuckle with a small smirk as she raises a eyebrow.

"Hearing what exactly?"

"You know the regular shit, nothing serious" I shrug and she looks at me suspiciously but slowly nods.

"Yea cause I heard about you too" She retorts nonchalantly. She was most likely referring to kb, everybody knew we fucked with each other cause kb was always flaunting me on her ig and snapchat.

"That's not hard to do when all eyes on me, but back to my question, how you been?" I was genuinely interested on how she was feeling after all this time.

"I'm doing okay, and what about you?" I could hear in her voice that she genuinely cared and that made me smile a little bit.

"I'm good, getting money so I can't complain. You came here for lunch?"

"Yup, I haven't been here in a while and for some reason today I was just craving it"

"That's the universe trying to tell you something" I smirk and she playfully rolls her eyes with a smile.

"Anyways, guess who came in the hospital today?" Her demeanor got kind of serious so I slightly leaned up on the table.

"Who?"

"Kiyo, she was beaten so badly she nearly slipped into acoma" She shakes her head sympathetically.

Star had sent sky and tommie on that hit, I think a bat got involved though so that's most likely why she was so fucked up.

"I hope you don't think I did it, she put a restraining order on me after you beat her ass" I softly laugh shaking my head.

"Yea me too, I was lowkey grateful she wasn't conscious cause I knew I wasn't supposed to be around her" She chuckles but I was shocked.

"How the fuck she get ya information?" This bitch kiyo was really insane.

"I was asking myself the same thing, you sure know how to pick em huh?" She softly laughs and I smile at the angelic sound.

"I picked you too though so what you really saying?"

"Yea and I was sane up until a couple months messing with you" She softly chuckles as I die laughing.

"Yo y-"

"Order for cardi!" I look up at the counter before looking back at her.

"I gotta go, It was nice seeing you again though. If you ever need anything you know what my number is" I tell her standing up and she silently nods.

Walking up to the counter I pick up the two bags of food and the cup holder, as I was walking out the door I could feel her eyes on me.

I wish this food would've taken just five more minutes to get done.

I rested my head back against the tub letting the hot water relax my body and take away the stress.

Today was a lot.

Too much if I'm being honest.

The last thing I needed was to see her in person let alone speak to her but I couldn't stop myself from walking over to that table.

It was clearly evident that despite everything I still cared about her a lot, 3 months apart from her and all time did was make me miss her even more.

Why couldn't my brain win over my heart when it needed to the most?

I missed hearing her laughter, seeing her sleek smirks.

I missed just being around her confidence dripping aura, everything was different with her.

Better, with her.

And I couldn't get her out of my mind like it wasn't already bad enough before today.

My heart cried out for her every. Single. Day.

"Nicki you alright in there?" His voice booms through the door.

"Yea, j-just give me a second" I lightly sniffle, wiping the stray tears that had slipped between my eyelids away.

I was so in love with her, it hurt.