'Never felt, never held, never had no love like you

But this right here, I'm thinkin to myself

I don't wanna lose you

Don't wanna lose you

Can't, won't lose you'

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I happily thumbed through the crisp blue bills ignoring everybody eyeballing me.

I knew it was only a matter of time until I was under interrogation and if I could fight this smile off my face I would but I couldn't.

I was on top of the world again and it felt fucking amazing.

So no this smile wouldn't allow itself to fall from my face.

"Bitch why you so happy?" Mariah finally speaks up and now the interrogation starts.

"Yea with this gummy ass smile on ya face" Star laughs and E joins.

"Why is it always a big deal when I'm happy? I'm starting to think y'all bitches wanna see me miserable" I chuckle and E smacks her lips.

"Girl shut up and spill henny" She playfully rolls her eyes folding her arms over her chest.

"I'm just, happy" I shrug wrapping a rubberband around the thick stack.

"Yea and that's cool and all but you got that glow, like you pregnant or something" Bianca says inspecting my face.

"That's definitely not it" I laugh tossing the stack to the side.

"So what is it?" E pushes and henny chuckles.

Henny was the only one in the room that was in tune as to why I was glowing again, I usually told her and star everything but star got left out the loop this time.

"I'm back with nic" I smile and E gasps while Mariah and Bianca had shocked expressions.

"I should've known that was it, you don't ever smile this hard" Star chuckles.

"So that's who you was really with last week, lying talking about you was sick" Mariah smirks shaking her head and I playfully roll my eyes.

"When this happen?" Bianca curiously asks.

"2 months ago" I simply state.

"Bitchhh, y'all been back fucking for 2 months and you just now saying sum? What happened to the lil dreadhead nigga?" E asks intrigued.

"What about him?" I smirk with a shrug.

"Hurd ju" Star chuckles with a smile.

"Henny why you so quiet?" E says and all eyes draw to Hennessy.

"Bitch I been knew" She laughs and E smacks her lips holding a hand up in her face.

"Y'all bitches being secretive and shit and for what? Who outside of this room would we had told?"

"I just wasn't ready to disclose this information with everyone but y'all always wanna play police games so there it is" I smile shrugging.

"Her friends know?" Star asks and I shake my head.

"All of them except cyn cause you know she hate my guts" I chuckle shaking my head.

"Yea she gone have a heart attack when she hear about this" Erica chuckles and I smirk.

Pop up, guess who bitch.

"C'mon bel pleaseeee" I whine tugging on her arm.

"No, fuck no. My head still feeling weird from the last ride you buggin if you think I'm getting on the cyclone" She chuckles shaking her head and I smack my lips snatching my hands from her arm folding my arms across my chest.

"You doing all this just for you to be screaming all in my ear and holding on to me the whole time" She laughs and I roll my eyes, that wasn't the point.

"Okay if I get on this then you gotta get on the slingshot with me" She smirks and I softly bite the inside of my cheek contemplating her wager.

The slingshot was a bit too extreme for me but I really wanted to get on the cyclone, you couldn't come to coney island and not get on the cyclone.

"Okay what if I buy lunch? Drinks, food, desert, whatever you want" I counter offer.

I was praying that she took my offer instead cause I was sure I would have a heart attack mid air if I got on the slingshot.

"Nope, my way or no way" She shrugs with a small smirk and I sigh in defeat.

"Oh my god" I mumble to myself.

"Okay but if I get on the slingshot you paying for lunch too"

"Money not a problem, you making sure ya wig don't fly off on the slingshot is" She laughs taking my hand in hers.

"My wig always secured" I mumble playfully punching her shoulder.

The line wasn't long at all so we were able to get on with the next group, we sat in the middle cause she didn't like being in the back and I didn't like being in the front.

"You look scared, I can't wait to see ya face on the slingshot" She laughs as I wrap around her arm like I had done on almost every previous ride.

"I hope I throw up on you" I mumble and she busts out laughing making me slightly smile as the roller coaster starts moving slowly.

Closing my eyes I squeeze her arm as the roller coaster starts the climb before the drop.

As soon as we dropped I squeeze as close to her as I could hiding my face in her shoulder.

I could hear her cackling but I was too scared to even open my eyes so I definitely wasn't about to say nothing.

After what seemed like centuries we finally came to a stop.

"Bring ya scary ass on, it's over" She laughs unhooking the seatbelt and I release her arm as she stands up taking my hand in hers helping me get off the ride.

"Not big bad nic, throwing glass cups and hands in the club scared of a roller coaster" She teases as we walk down the exit steps to the ride.

"That was different" I smile flexing my dimples and she playfully rolls her eyes.

"You crazy" She mumbles.

"Over you" I smile resting my head on her shoulder.

"Tell that to the judge" She softly chuckles.

"Believe me, I will"

"Bel please don't make me do this" She pleads, we was next in line for the slingshot and she was having a whole mental breakdown.

"You just made me get on the raggedy ass cyclone, jesus and the disciples rode on that mufucka. You getting on this slingshot" I chuckle with a shrug.

The cyclone was like 100 years old, I could've died on that hoe.

"I don't want to" She cries, tears welling in her eyes and everything.

Laughing I pull her into me throwing my arm over her neck holding her close as she used the back of her hand to wipe her little tears away.

"Chill, we gone die togetha" I laugh as she smacks her lips pushing me back with a glare on her face.

"You two ready?"

"I-"

"Yea we ready" I speak cutting nic off.

"Alright come on in" He smiles holding the gate open for us, we had wristbands on so they always just let us through.

"Come on bae" I push her in first so she couldn't try to run cause if I gave her the chance she would.

"Bel I-"

"Aht, sit down love" I chuckle and she rolls her eyes sitting down pulling the protective belt over her and I sit in the other seat doing the same.

"You guys want a countdown or just push it?" The operator asks.

"Just pu- OH SHIT!" I shout as we fly off into the air.

Looking over nic was screaming with tears rolling down her cheeks and I just bust out laughing.

Her face was just killing me I couldn't stop laughing.

"Y-ya face" I cough still laughing as we slowly start descending back to the ground.

"Fuck you" She mumbles softly sniffling.

"Nah I gotta ask them for this footage" I laugh drying the corner of my eyes from the tears.

By the time we had completely reached the ground I had sobered up from my laughing fit.

They released us from the safety belts and nic damn near ran out the seat, laughing I lifted mines completely up getting out the seat following behind nic.

"What you want to eat?" I smile throwing my arm over her shoulder and she looks up mugging me.

She had her arms crossed against her chest, cheeks a tinted red from all the crying she had did, and she looked mad as fuck but I wasn't bothered by none of that.

"We going to place to beach cause I need a drink and I want a lobster roll" I chuckle and despite her being mad she leans into me as we start our walk over there.

It wasn't far but it was towards the end of the boardwalk which was always packed.

It only took us like 5 minutes to get there though so I couldn't complain.

"You driving home nic cause I'm bouta be drinking" I tell her looking at the menu as we stood in line.

"I wanted a drink too" She pouts.

"One of us has to be the mature one and I'm feeling real childish right now" I chuckle.

"You so irritating" She giggles slightly shaking her head.

"What you getting?" I ask looking over at her.

Her lips start moving but I was in a daze just admiring her simplicit beauty.

"nic?"

"Hm?" She hums looking at me.

"Why you so pretty like that" I smile and she blushes quickly looking away from me.

Chuckling I use my finger to turn her head and gently tilt her head up before placing a soft lingering kiss on her lips.

"I love you" I whisper pecking her lips before dropping my finger from the bottom of her chin.

"I love you too" She mumbles snuggling in my side.