𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝐸𝑙𝑖𝑗𝑎ℎ ,

You cried today.

I've never seen a man cry.

I told you about my cancer.

I hate it.

I hate that it makes you sad.

You took me to the hospital right after.

My mom couldn't convince me

to get the treatment.

But you could.

I'd move mountains ,

my Elijah,

just to see you smile.

I'll live for you.

I love you.

But in hope ,

there lay a crack.

A crack where the sunshine

isn't let through.

A crack where there's a chance

the line goes flat.

I can't let you pain yourself ,

I won't.

"Don't love me."

I said.

"I'll never stop."

You said.