Love

Why is it so complicated

It's just a simple word with 4 letters...

Just why

So many things could effect it.

"I love you a Jungkook, but you hate me."

I haven't told him how I only have 6 days left until I die.

I don't know if I should tell him.

I am not that mean and get revenge. For him being so mean to me.

So maybe I should?

Ugh, why talking to him so hard?

You just say this Y/N.

"Hey, Jungkook I have something to say."

WHAT IF HE WILL HATE ME MORE!

Now I think about it, yeah I shouldn't.

Let's go to Edward.

I went into Edward's house.

"Edward! I am back!" I said.

He looks like he is sleeping on the couch/bed.

I tried to find a paper and pen. I have to wake up and make food for him.

Here it is.

I found a black pen.

Click

And started writing him the news.

Dear Edward,

I just came to your house, but you were sleeping. I didn't want to wake you, so here's the news that just happened in the real world. I have a rare heart cancer. That can't be cured because it's too late. I don't know if i should tell him. I rather not, he probably think I am stupid and lying. Maybe he would think that anyways. I will be leaving off right now. Good bye!

From,

Y/N

I folded the paper into a letter style fold and place it on the dinner table.

I got out of the door and left as in woke up.

Now I have woke up from my sleep. I better start getting ready. I also want to meet Taehyung.

I texted Taehyung, that I will meet him. And tell him about the news.

I wore this sweater that had wings at the back, ripped jeans, glasses, and my mask.

I went downstairs and not to forget my backpack. I ran to school. I went to my secret hiding spot.

"Y/N!" He said my name.

"Hi Tae." I said.

"Aren't you going to be late for school?" He asked. We started walking around. Not to forget Yeontan is there!

"So what's the news?"

"Umm, you wouldn't probably believe it but I have a rare heart cancer. That can't be cured since I am so late."

"W-what?!" He said he was about to cry.

"I only have 6 days." I said about to cry as well.

He then hugged me and Yeontan wondering what's going on.

"Can we at least hangout now?" He said.

"I have school, I'm sorry. Maybe after school." I said.

"Please do."

"Well, Bye Taehyung." I said crying and wiping my tears so no one will know that I cried.

I arrived at school and went inside.

I went to my locker, got my things. Then..

"WHY DIDN'T YOU COME TO SCHOOL YOU BITCH, are you a crybaby wa wa wa." I heard Michelle. I guess she came back from the trip.

"I just..."

"Oh maybe thinking about killing yourself. I mean it would be the best idea if you did." She said and everyone made fun of me. I was about to cry and ran up the stairs. My chest hurt so much. I felt like it was going to explode.

Now the top floor.

I went over the fence like the other time.

I looked to my left and saw this small girl.

"Hey.. don't do it please."

I said and looked at her.

"Why should I listen to a person like you."

"Just don't do it."

"This is my body, my life!" She glared at me.

"I am sorry." I tear came out of my eye,

"Okay I'm sorry. The reason I am here is that...

Since everyone hates me and they ignore me

Because of my harshness. I seem like a mean person on the outside.

But I am a kind girl.

Sorry for wasting your time. I should go."

Then she jumped off. She was crying while jumping off.

I am sorry to hear that.

I started crying even more.

I crouched down, cover my face with my knees, covering my eyes with my arms

"W-why." I sobbed.

Dumbass Y/N, you were the reason, she jumped off. You bitch,

"Get out of my head, voices." I cried even more.

I deserve to skip school.

I'm not a good student.

"Hey! What are you doing on the other side!" I heard a familiar voice. I ignored it.

"Are you okay." He said, I heard his footsteps come near to the fence. He then holds on the fence.

"Come to the other side." He said in a gentil voice.

"I-I only h-have 6 days l-left." I started to cry even more.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"It's just a simple disease, I rather die now than later. I-I-I never mind." I said, lifting my head up looking at the view of the city.

"Well please come on this side." He said trying to convince me.

"No but please d-don't tell anyone about this." I said about to cry. I turned around holding on the fence. Looking who talking to me.

I widen my eyes and started to cry even more.

He look at me questionable.

I was about to jump off but he some how got my hand.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" He yelled.

"Let go of me." I looked down.

"What do you mean? By don't tell anyone?" He asked, still holding my hand.

"Who I am and me killing myself."

"Your not supposed to help me." I said trying to make him let go of me.

"Stop.. I said stop... STOP." He yelled and it made me scared.

"At least tell me who you are, please." He said.

"Um just call me.. ermmm a joke." I said giving him a fake name.

"No your actual name."

"It's Y/-"

"WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING UP THERE?!" The teacher yelled at us. He then let go, raising both of his hands up in the air. Like if he was going to get arrested.

"Bye Jungkook." I whispered and fell.

"WAIT NO-