My vision fades in and out, and everyone's voices echo in my ears. "Where am I going?" I hear myself say.

Did I actually say that? Or is that just my thoughts?

I feel myself being moved around. Cold, gloved hands are touching my body. I'm being rolled down a hallway on a stretcher.

No, I'm being moved onto a stretcher.

Or am I still in my hospital bed? But why are there so many doctors touching me?

My hyungs—they're here. I only catch small glimpses of their faces before a bright light shines in my eyes.

Where's Haru? Did I already see her? Is she at home? Is she right next to me?

I tell myself to turn my head and look for her, to look back at my hyungs, but it's like my body doesn't want to listen to me.

A cough bursts out of my lungs, and I feel an object being placed over my mouth. An oxygen mask?

I can't feel anything.

I can't see anything.

I can't hear anything.

It's just me and my thoughts.

Even my thoughts are starting to fade away.

And before I know it, I feel myself begin to fade too.

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